{"product_id":"what-does-it-feel-like-isbn-9798217199846","title":"What Does It Feel Like?","description":"\u003cb\u003eA \u003ci\u003eNEW YORK TIMES \u003c\/i\u003eNOTABLE BOOK • From #1 bestselling author Sophie Kinsella, an unforgettable story—by turns heartbreaking and life-affirming—of a renowned novelist facing a devastating diagnosis and learning to live and love anew.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e“Sophie Kinsella’s final autobiographical novella inspired me to step out of my comfort zone. I’ll be forever grateful to this incredible woman.”—Freida McFadden\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e“The bravest book you’ll read all year.”—Jodi Picoult\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Only Sophie Kinsella can make you laugh like this while she’s got you crying.”—Taylor Jenkins Reid\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003ci\u003e“\u003c\/i\u003eWhat Does It Feel Like?\u003ci\u003e is fiction, but it is my most autobiographical work to date. Eve’s story is my story.”—Sophie Kinsella\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eEve is a successful novelist who wakes up one day in a hospital bed with no memory of how she got there. Her husband, never far from her side, explains that she has had an operation to remove the large, malignant tumor growing in her brain.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eAs Eve learns to walk, talk, and write again—and as she wrestles with her diagnosis, and how and when to explain it to her beloved children—she begins to recall what’s most important to her: long walks with her husband’s hand clasped firmly around her own, family game nights, and always buying that dress when she sees it.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eRecounted in brief anecdotes, each one is an attempt to answer the type of impossible questions recognizable to anyone navigating the labyrinth of grief. This short, extraordinary novel is a celebration of life, shot through with warmth and humor—it will both break your heart and put it back together again.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003ci\u003e“Why did I write such a personal book? I have always processed my life through writing. Hiding behind my fictional characters, I have always turned my own life into a narrative. It is my version of therapy, maybe. Writing is my happy place, and writing this book, although tough going at times, was immensely satisfying and therapeutic for me.”—Sophie Kinsella\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cb\u003eA \u003ci\u003ePARADE \u003c\/i\u003eBEST BOOK OF THE YEAR\u003c\/b\u003e | “Soul-stirring, funny, and beautiful. A must-read.”\u003cb\u003e—Zibby Owens, Katie Couric Media \u003c\/b\u003e \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“I laughed. And I cried. And then I thought about the meaning of life. It’s a little jewel of a book.”\u003cb\u003e—#1 \u003ci\u003eNew York Times\u003c\/i\u003e bestselling author Jojo Moyes\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Kinsella is a skillful storyteller. She doesn’t front-load the narrative with exposition, instead parceling out information organically. . . . Most resonant is this book’s bravery—and its emotional honesty.”\u003cb\u003e—\u003ci\u003eThe Wall Street Journal\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“A powerful tale about love, life and grief . . . filled with poignant moments and Kinsella’s signature charm.”\u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003e—Woman’s World\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Only Sophie Kinsella can make you laugh like this while she’s got you crying. \u003ci\u003eWhat Does it Feel Like? \u003c\/i\u003eis daring and original—both a breath of fresh air and a deeply courageous story. This is one of the gutsiest moves I’ve seen from a writer in a long time. I could not put it down.”\u003cb\u003e—Taylor Jenkins Reid, #1 \u003ci\u003eNew York Times \u003c\/i\u003ebestselling author\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“As writers we are told to write what we know—but there are some things people wish they never had to learn. Such is the case for Sophie Kinsella, whose new novel follows an author whose greatest asset—a creative brain—becomes her biggest liability when it develops a cancerous tumor. Hearing from the point of view of a novelist who has crafted so many stories but doesn’t know how her own will end is raw, humbling, and tender. This is the bravest book you’ll read all year.”\u003cb\u003e—#1 \u003ci\u003eNew York Times\u003c\/i\u003e bestselling author Jodi Picoult\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003e“\u003ci\u003eWhat Does It Feel Like?\u003c\/i\u003e is not the kind of book that uses silliness and joy to divert readers from their lives. But, in a sense, it’s a way for readers who have been rescued by Kinsella to repay her—to witness what she’s gone through as she uses words to process her pain and search for catharsis.”\u003cb\u003e—\u003ci\u003eThe Washington Post\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“A beautiful love story, and a glowing beacon of hope in the midst of terrible darkness.”\u003cb\u003e—Bestselling author Jenny Colgan\u003c\/b\u003e | \u003cb\u003eSophie Kinsella\u003c\/b\u003e was a writer and financial journalist. She was the #1 bestselling author of \u003ci\u003eCan You Keep a Secret?, The Undomestic Goddess, Remember Me?, Twenties Girl, I’ve Got Your Number, Wedding Night, My Not So Perfect Life, Surprise Me, The Burnout, What Does It Feel Like?, \u003c\/i\u003ethe hugely popular Shopaholic novels, and the young adult novel \u003ci\u003eFinding Audrey\u003c\/i\u003e. She passed away in 2025. | \u003cb\u003eHow to Write a Book\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“And now,” says the nice interviewer from Modern Woman magazine, “how does it feel to be writing your seventh book?”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“It feels terrific,” lies Eve. “I’m really thrilled to be working on it and I can’t wait to share it with all my readers.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eIt’s a nightmare. The words have jammed up for weeks and I don’t know what I’m doing. Everything feels turgid; everything feels pointless. Why did I want to be an author again?\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Can you tell us anything about it?” probes the interviewer.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Yes, it’s a long family saga about a family called the Wilsons, set between the wars in a large country house.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“It sounds wonderful!”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Well, thank you,” says Eve, feeling unconvinced.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“We can’t wait to read it! And now, I know our readers will want to ask: Do you have any advice for aspiring authors?”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Yes,” says Eve, who has answered this question about twenty-five thousand times and has therefore honed her thoughts. “I do, actually. My advice is to write the book you would like to read yourself. Visualize going into a bookshop and finding the perfect book. The book you would buy immediately. What does it look like? What’s it about? What genre is it? Then write that book. And above all, write the truth. Write what you know and do it convincingly. I don’t mean write nonfiction,” she clarifies. “I mean write the truth about life, whatever genre you’re in.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Very wise advice. And now,” says the interviewer, “moving on to your personal life, you have five children! How on earth do you manage to write?”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Well, my husband is brilliant,” says Eve honestly. “I couldn’t do it without him. For example, today he’s taken all the children off for a picnic so I can write.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“What a star!”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“He is. And we work as a team. I mean, it’s always busy. We’re always frantic. But it was our decision to have a large family and we love it.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Well, thank you,” says the interviewer. “That wraps it up. Thank you very much, and best of luck with the new book.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Thank you very much,” replies Eve. “Have a good day!”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eShe puts down the phone, deflates with a sigh, and looks unenthusiastically at her computer screen.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBack to the writing. She has an empty house; there’s no excuse. The trouble is, she’s lost any enthusiasm she once had for her plot, and there are still eighty thousand words to go.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe trouble is, I don’t care about these stupid Wilsons anymore, muses Eve gloomily. I don’t care if Mr. Wilson loses his job, and I don’t care if Harriet Wilson gets it together with the stable boy, and I don’t even care if Britain goes to war.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eShe contemplates making a cup of coffee—then reconsiders. Maybe she’ll go and sit in a coffee shop and search for inspiration there.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eAs she slams the front door behind her, she immediately feels lighter. There we are. She just needed a bit of fresh air. She saunters down the street, enjoying the sunshine and the alluring shop fronts coming into view. She’s nearly into Wimbledon Village, the chi-chi high street with expensive shops and cafes on both sides of the road, and—\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eOh my God.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eShe stops dead outside a boutique she’s visited often before. The window is empty apart from one mannequin, wearing a dress, and as she looks at it, Eve’s heart flips over.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eIt’s not just any dress; it’s a magical, silvery goddess of a dress, made of taupe silk and silver scalloped sequins. From the beaded shoestring straps to the tiny little train, it’s perfect. It’s an Oscar-winning dress. It would suit her perfectly. She just has to try it on.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe Wilsons and their crumbling country house have vanished from her mind as she ventures inside the shop and asks to try on the silver sequined dress.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Of course,” says the shop assistant, taking it off the mannequin. “It’s by Jenny Packham. It’s the only one left. Gorgeous, isn’t it? What’s the occasion?”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eOh God, thinks Eve. What am I doing? She doesn’t have any glitzy parties to go to. When would she ever wear anything like this?\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eShe doesn’t have an answer. She simply knows she has to try it on.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“No occasion,” Eve says. “It’s just a fabulous dress.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eAn occasion will present itself, she’s sure.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eAs she slithers into the dress, she already knows it’s a winner, and she’s about to ask for help with the zip when her phone rings. Oh God, it’s Nick. She’s supposed to be writing and instead she’s halfway into a dress she doesn’t need.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Hello?” she answers, aware that she already sounds guilty.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Darling, so sorry to bother you when you’re writing,” comes his familiar resonant voice. “I just wondered how it was going and whether you wanted me to keep the children out for a bit longer?”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“No, don’t worry,” she says, her voice a bit shrill. “I’m . . . Actually, I’ve popped out to get some inspo.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Great!” says her unsuspecting husband, and Eve blushes. Now she feels bad. But it’s such a great dress. “Well, I won’t distract you,” he continues. “Good luck! See you later.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eEve heads out to the main shop floor and the shop assistant gasps. “You look amazing! You’ll have to find an occasion to wear it.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“If you buy the dress, the occasion will come,” says Eve mystically. “That’s what I believe, anyway.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“So, are you going to buy it?”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“I think so. Can you do the zip up for me, please?”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eAs the assistant is doing up the zip, Eve knows she’s going to buy it. At the same time, she’s racked with guilt, because “buy dress” was definitely not on her to-do list today. Her to-do list consisted of one entry only: “write book.” She has a deadline and a publisher waiting, not to mention her loyal readers.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eAfter she’s clambered out of the dress and the assistant is folding it up in sheets of tissue, Eve summons up her work-in-progress on her phone and runs her eyes over it. She hates every word. Then she summons up her latest Visa bill. She’s not wild about that either. How can she have spent so much? She hasn’t even been shopping recently. She scrolls down and up, then down again, trying to work out why she spent £39 in Fortnum and Mason. She never goes to Fortnum and Mason.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eAnd then something weird happens. Her own words come back to her, loud and strong inside her brain.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eWrite the book you would like to read yourself. Write the truth about life, whatever genre you’re in. Write what you know and do it convincingly.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eWhat would she be interested in reading about? What does she know about? What are the truths she has learned about life?\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eA brand-new idea for a book has come to her, and it’s so fresh and thrilling that she opens a document on her phone and starts typing rapidly, trying to get the idea down before she forgets it. She’s going to take her own advice. She’s going to write the truth. She’s going to write the book she would love to read herself. She is going to write about what she knows. | #1 New York Times bestselling author; A New York Times notable book","brand":"Dial Press Trade Paperback","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":48759530914021,"sku":"NP9798217199846","price":15.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false}],"url":"https:\/\/k12savings.com\/products\/what-does-it-feel-like-isbn-9798217199846","provider":"K12savings","version":"1.0","type":"link"}