{"product_id":"me-before-you-isbn-9780143124542","title":"Me Before You","description":"\u003cb\u003e\u003cb\u003e\u003cb\u003e\u003cb\u003eFrom the #1 \u003ci\u003eNew York Times\u003c\/i\u003e bestselling author of \u003ci\u003eThe Giver of Stars\u003c\/i\u003e \u003cb\u003eand the forthcoming \u003ci\u003eSomeone Else's Shoes\u003c\/i\u003e, \u003c\/b\u003edi\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/b\u003escover\u003c\/b\u003e the love story that captured over 20 million hearts in \u003ci\u003eMe Before You\u003c\/i\u003e, \u003ci\u003eAfter You\u003c\/i\u003e, and \u003ci\u003eStill Me\u003c\/i\u003e.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e They had nothing in common until love gave them everything to lose . . .\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Louisa Clark is an ordinary girl living an exceedingly ordinary life—steady boyfriend, close family—who has barely been farther afield than their tiny village. She takes a badly needed job working for ex–Master of the Universe Will Traynor, who is wheelchair bound after an accident. Will has always lived a huge life—big deals, extreme sports, worldwide travel—and now he’s pretty sure he cannot live the way he is.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Will is acerbic, moody, bossy—but Lou refuses to treat him with kid gloves, and soon his happiness means more to her than she expected. When she learns that Will has shocking plans of his own, she sets out to show him that life is still worth living.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003ci\u003eA Love Story\u003c\/i\u003e for this generation and perfect for fans of John Green’s \u003ci\u003eThe Fault in Our Stars\u003c\/i\u003e, \u003ci\u003eMe Before You\u003c\/i\u003e brings to life two people who couldn’t have less in common—a heartbreakingly romantic novel that asks, \u003ci\u003eWhat do you do when making the person you love happy also means breaking your own heart?\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cb\u003ePraise for ME BEFORE YOU:\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"A hilarious, heartbreaking, riveting novel . . . I will stake my reputation on this book.\"\u003cbr\u003e—\u003cb\u003eAnne Lamott\u003c\/b\u003e, \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003ePeople Magazine\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“When I finished this novel, I didn’t want to review it: I wanted to reread it. . . . an affair to remember.”\u003cbr\u003e—\u003ci\u003e\u003cb\u003eNew York Times Book Review\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e, Liesl Schillinger\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“An unlikely love story . . . To be devoured like candy, between tears.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e—\u003ci\u003eO, The Oprah Magazine\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Funny and moving but never predictable.”\u003cbr\u003e—\u003ci\u003e\u003cb\u003eUSA Today\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e (****)\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Funny, surprising and heartbreaking, populated with characters who are affecting and amusing . . . This is a thought-provoking, thoroughly entertaining novel that captures the complexity of love”\u003cbr\u003e—\u003ci\u003e\u003cb\u003ePeople Magazine\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Masterful . . . a heartbreaker in the best sense . . . \u003ci\u003eMe Before You\u003c\/i\u003e is achingly hard to read at moments, and yet such a joy.”\u003cbr\u003e—\u003ci\u003e\u003cb\u003eNew York Daily News\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“READ IT AND WEEP: Heartbreak collides with humor in Jojo Moyes’s \u003ci\u003eMe Before You\u003c\/i\u003e.”\u003cbr\u003e—\u003ci\u003e\u003cb\u003eGood Housekeeping\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“There are books that you cannot put down. There are also books where you become so invested in the characters, you force yourself to stop reading to prolong the experience because you don't want the story to end, and that's what can happen when you read Jojo Moyes' latest book, \u003ci\u003eMe Before You\u003c\/i\u003e. . . . You'll find yourself laughing, smiling, feeling angry and, yes, crying. My only suggestion: \u003ci\u003eMe Before You\u003c\/i\u003e should be sold with a pack of tissues.”\u003cbr\u003e—\u003cb\u003eThe Associated Press\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Jojo Moyes has written the perfect modern love story.  You will be astonished at what you feel, and what you hope for when you are forced to face the possibility of your own dreams. It's \u003ci\u003ethat\u003c\/i\u003e good. Read it now.\"\u003cbr\u003e—\u003cb\u003eAdriana Trigiani\u003c\/b\u003e, \u003ci\u003eNew York Times\u003c\/i\u003e bestselling author of \u003ci\u003eThe Shoemaker's Wife\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“ME BEFORE YOU is a delicious surprise—funny and hopeful and heartbreaking, the kind of story that will keep you turning pages into the night. Lou Clark and Will Traynor will capture your heart and linger there long after their story has ended.\"\u003cbr\u003e—\u003cb\u003eEleanor Brown\u003c\/b\u003e, \u003ci\u003eNew York Times\u003c\/i\u003e bestselling author of \u003ci\u003eThe Weird Sisters\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Some books make you stop and think, compel you to examine your own take on life or your position or stand on an issue.  Jojo Moyes’s \u003ci\u003eMe Before You\u003c\/i\u003e will surprise you—it is impossible not to put yourself in the characters’ shoes and you will find yourself thinking about the choices you might make if life changed in an instant.  I loved it.”\u003cbr\u003e—\u003cb\u003eLee Woodruff\u003c\/b\u003e, \u003ci\u003eNew York Times\u003c\/i\u003e bestselling author of \u003ci\u003eThose We Love Most\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"A lovely novel, both nontraditional and enthralling.\"\u003cbr\u003e—\u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003ePublishers Weekly\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e, starred review\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Moyes’ twisting, turning, heartbreaking novel raises provocative moral questions while developing a truly unique relationship between two people brought together by chance. With shades of David Nicholls’ beloved \u003ci\u003eOne Day\u003c\/i\u003e, \u003ci\u003eMe Before You\u003c\/i\u003e is the kind of book you simply can’t put down—even when you realize you don’t want to see it end. . . . A big-hearted, beautifully written story that teaches us it is never too late to truly start living.”\u003cbr\u003e—\u003ci\u003e\u003cb\u003eBookPage\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Moyes’ latest is made heartwarming, thanks to the vibrancy of its main characters, both of whom will keep readers on their toes with their chemistry and witty repartee. . . .humorous and romantic through and through.\"\u003cbr\u003e—\u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eRomantic Times\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003eJojo Moyes is the #1 \u003ci\u003eNew York Times \u003c\/i\u003ebestselling author of \u003ci\u003eThe Giver of Stars, Still Me, Paris for One and Other Stories, After You\u003c\/i\u003e, \u003ci\u003eOne Plus One, The Girl You Left Behind, Me Before You\u003c\/i\u003e, \u003ci\u003eThe Last Letter from Your Lover, The Horse Dancer, Silver Bay, The Ship of Brides\u003c\/i\u003e, and\u003ci\u003e The Peacock Emporium\u003c\/i\u003e. \u003ci\u003eThe Last letter From Your Lover\u003c\/i\u003e will be released as a major motion picture by Netflix in July. She lives with her husband and three children in Essex, England.\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003ePrologue\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e2007\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhen he emerges from the bathroom she is awake, propped up against the pillows and flicking through the travel brochures that were beside his bed. She is wearing one of his T-shirts, and her long hair is tousled in a way that prompts reflexive thoughts of the previous night. He stands there, enjoying the brief flashback, rubbing the water from his hair with a towel.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe looks up from a brochure and pouts. She is probably slightly too old to pout, but they’ve been going out a short enough time for it still to be cute.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Do we really \u003ci\u003ehave\u003c\/i\u003e to do something that involves trekking up mountains, or hanging over ravines? It’s our first proper holiday together, and there is literally not one single trip in these that doesn’t involve either throwing yourself off something or”—she pretends to shudder—“wearing \u003ci\u003efleece\u003c\/i\u003e.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe throws the brochures down on the bed, stretches her caramel-colored arms above her head. Her voice is husky, testament to their missed hours of sleep. “How about a luxury spa in Bali? We could lie around on the sand…spend hours being pampered…long, relaxing nights…”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I can’t do those sorts of holidays. I need to be doing something.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Like throwing yourself out of airplanes.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Don’t knock it till you’ve tried it.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe pulls a face. “If it’s all the same to you, I think I’ll stick with knocking it.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHis shirt is faintly damp against his skin. He runs a comb through his hair and switches on his mobile phone, wincing at the list of messages that immediately pushes its way through onto the little screen.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Right,” he says. “Got to go. Help yourself to breakfast.” He leans over the bed to kiss her. She smells warm and perfumed and deeply sexy. He inhales the scent from the back of her hair, and briefly loses his train of thought as she wraps her arms around his neck, pulling him down toward the bed.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Are we still going away this weekend?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe extricates himself reluctantly. “Depends what happens on this deal. It’s all a bit up in the air at the moment. There’s still a possibility I might have to be in New York. Nice dinner somewhere Thursday, either way? Your choice of restaurant.” His motorbike leathers are on the back of the door, and he reaches for them.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe narrows her eyes. “Dinner. With or without Mr. BlackBerry?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“What?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Mr. BlackBerry makes me feel like Miss Gooseberry.” The pout again. “I feel like there’s always a third person vying for your attention.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I’ll turn it on to silent.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Will Traynor!” she scolds. “You must have some time when you can switch it off.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I turned it off last night, didn’t I?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Only under extreme duress.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe grins. “Is that what we’re calling it now?” He pulls on his leathers. And Lissa’s hold on his imagination is finally broken. He throws his motorbike jacket over his arm, and blows her a kiss as he leaves.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThere are twenty-two messages on his BlackBerry, the first of which came in from New York at 3:42 A.M. Some legal problem. He takes the lift down to the underground car park, trying to update himself with the night’s events.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Morning, Mr. Traynor.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe security guard steps out of his cubicle. It’s weatherproof, even though down here there is no weather to be protected from. Will sometimes wonders what he does down here in the small hours, staring at the closed-circuit television and the glossy bumpers of £60,000 cars that never get dirty.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe shoulders his way into his leather jacket. “What’s it like out there, Mick?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Terrible. Raining cats and dogs.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWill stops. “Really? Not weather for the bike?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMick shakes his head. “No, sir. Not unless you’ve got an inflatable attachment. Or a death wish.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWill stares at his bike, then peels himself out of his leathers. No matter what Lissa thinks, he is not a man who believes in taking unnecessary risks. He unlocks the top box of his bike and places the leathers inside, locking it and throwing the keys at Mick, who catches them neatly with one hand. “Stick those through my door, will you?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“No problem. You want me to call a taxi for you?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“No. No point both of us getting wet.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMick presses the button to open the automatic barrier and Will steps out, lifting a hand in thanks. The early morning is dark and thunderous around him, the Central London traffic already dense and slow despite the fact that it is barely half past seven. He pulls his collar up around his neck and strides down the street toward the junction, from where he is most likely to hail a taxi. The roads are slick with water, the gray light shining on the mirrored pavement.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe curses inwardly as he spies the other suited people standing on the edge of the curb. Since when did the whole of London begin getting up so early? Everyone has had the same idea.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe is wondering where best to position himself when his phone rings. It is Rupert.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I’m on my way in. Just trying to get a cab.” He catches sight of a taxi with an orange light approaching on the other side of the road, and begins to stride toward it, hoping nobody else has seen. A bus roars past, followed by a lorry whose brakes squeal, deafening him to Rupert’s words. “Can’t hear you, Rupe,” he yells against the noise of the traffic. “You’ll have to say that again.” Briefly marooned on the island, the traffic flowing past him like a current, he can see the orange light glowing, holds up his free hand, hoping that the driver can see him through the heavy rain.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“You need to call Jeff in New York. He’s still up, waiting for you. We were trying to get you last night.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“What’s the problem?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Legal hitch. Two clauses they’re stalling on under section…signature…papers…” His voice is drowned out by a passing car, its tires hissing in the wet.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I didn’t catch that.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe taxi has seen him. It is slowing, sending a fine spray of water as it slows on the opposite side of the road. He spies the man farther along whose brief sprint slows in disappointment as he sees Will will get there before him. He feels a sneaking sense of triumph. “Look, get Cally to have the paperwork on my desk,” he yells. “I’ll be there in ten minutes.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe glances both ways, then ducks his head as he runs the last few steps across the road toward the cab, the word “Blackfriars” already on his lips. The rain is seeping down the gap between his collar and his shirt. He will be soaked by the time he reaches the office, even walking this short distance. He may have to send his secretary out for another shirt.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“And we need to get this due diligence thing worked out before Martin gets in—”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe glances up at the screeching sound, the rude blare of a horn. He sees the side of the glossy black taxi in front of him, the driver already winding down his window, and at the edge of his field of vision something he can’t quite make out, something coming toward him at an impossible speed.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe turns toward it, and in that split second he realizes that he is in its path, that there is no way he is going to be able to get out of its way. His hand opens in surprise, letting the BlackBerry fall to the ground. He hears a shout, which may be his own. The last thing he sees is a leather glove, a face under a helmet, the shock in the man’s eyes mirroring his own. There is an explosion as everything fragments.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnd then there is nothing.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e1\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e2009\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThere are 158 footsteps between the bus stop and home, but it can stretch to 180 if you aren’t in a hurry, like maybe if you’re wearing platform shoes. I turned the corner onto our street (68 steps), and could just see the house—a four-bedroom semi in a row of other three- and four-bedroom semis. Dad’s car was outside, which meant he had not yet left for work.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBehind me, the sun was setting behind Stortfold Castle, its dark shadow sliding down the hill like melting wax to overtake me. On a different sort of day, I could have told you all the things that had happened to me on this route: where Dad taught me to ride a bike without stabilizers; where Mrs. Doherty with the lopsided wig used to make us Welsh cakes; the hedge where Treena knocked a wasp’s nest and we ran screaming all the way back to the castle.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThomas’s tricycle was upturned on the path and, closing the gate behind me, I dragged it under the porch and opened the door. The warmth hit me with the force of an air bag; Mum is a martyr to the cold and keeps the heating on all year round. Dad is always opening windows, complaining that she’d bankrupt the lot of us. He says our heating bills are larger than the GDP of a small African country.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“That you, love?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Yup.” I hung my jacket on the peg, where it fought for space among the others.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Which you? Lou? Treena?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Lou.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI peered around the living-room door. Dad was facedown on the sofa, his arm thrust deep between the cushions, as if they had swallowed his limb whole. Thomas, my five-year-old nephew, was on his haunches, watching him intently.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Lego.” Dad turned his face toward me, puce from exertion. “Why they have to make the damned pieces so small I don’t know.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Where’s Mum?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Upstairs. How about that? A two-pound piece!”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI looked up, just able to hear the familiar creak of the ironing board. Josie Clark, my mother, never sat down. It was a point of honor. She had been known to stand on an outside ladder painting the windows, occasionally pausing to wave, while the rest of us ate a roast dinner.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Will you have a go at finding this bloody arm for me? He’s had me looking for half an hour and I’ve got to get ready for work.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Are you on nights?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Yeah. It’s half past five.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI glanced at the clock. “Actually, it’s half past four.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe extracted his arm from the cushions and squinted at his watch. “Then what are you doing home so early?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI shook my head vaguely, as if I might have misunderstood the question, and walked into the kitchen.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eGranddad was sitting in his chair by the kitchen window, studying a Sudoku. The health visitor had told us it would be good for his concentration, help his focus after the strokes. I suspected I was the only one to notice he simply filled out all the boxes with whatever number came to mind.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Hey, Granddad.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe looked up and smiled.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“You want a cup of tea?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe shook his head, and partially opened his mouth.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Cold drink?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe nodded.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI opened the fridge door. “There’s no apple juice.” Apple juice, I remembered now, was too expensive. “Water?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe nodded, murmured something that could have been a thank-you as I handed him the glass.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMy mother walked into the room, bearing a huge basket of neatly folded laundry. “Are these yours?” She brandished a pair of socks.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Treena’s, I think.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I thought so. Odd color. I think they must have got in with Daddy’s plum pajamas. You’re back early. Are you going somewhere?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“No.” I filled a glass with tap water and drank it.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Is Patrick coming around later? He rang here earlier. Did you have your mobile off?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Mm.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“He said he’s after booking your holiday. Your father says he saw something on the television about it. Where is it you liked? Ipsos? Kalypsos?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Skiathos.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“That’s the one. You want to check your hotel very carefully. Do it on the Internet. He and Daddy watched something on the news at lunchtime. Apparently they’re building sites, half of those budget deals, and you wouldn’t know until you got there. Daddy, would you like a cup of tea? Did Lou not offer you one?” She put the kettle on, then glanced up at me. It’s possible she had finally noticed I wasn’t saying anything. “Are you all right, love? You look awfully pale.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe reached out a hand and felt my forehead, as if I were much younger than twenty-six.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I don’t think we’re going on holiday.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMy mother’s hand stilled. Her gaze had that X-ray thing that it had held since I was a kid. “Are you and Pat having some problems?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Mum, I—”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I’m not trying to interfere. It’s just, you’ve been together an awful long time. It’s only natural if things get a bit sticky every now and then. I mean, me and your father, we—”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I lost my job.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMy voice cut into the silence. The words hung there, searing themselves on the little room long after the sound had died away.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“You what?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Frank’s shutting down the café. From tomorrow.” I held out a hand with the slightly damp envelope I had gripped in shock the entire journey home. All 180 steps from the bus stop. “He’s given me my three months’ money.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe day had started like any other day. Everyone I knew hated Monday mornings, but I never minded them. I liked arriving early at the Buttered Bun, firing up the huge tea urn in the corner, bringing in the crates of milk and bread from the backyard, and chatting to Frank as we prepared to open.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI liked the fuggy bacon-scented warmth of the café, the little bursts of cool air as the door opened and closed, the low murmur of conversation, and, when quiet, Frank’s radio singing tinnily to itself in the corner. It wasn’t a fashionable place—its walls were covered in scenes from the castle up on the hill, the tables still sported Formica tops, and the menu hadn’t altered since I started, apart from the addition of chocolate brownies to the iced-bun tray.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut most of all I liked the customers. I liked Kev and Angelo, the plumbers, who came in most mornings and teased Frank about where his meat might have come from. I liked the Dandelion Lady, nicknamed for her shock of white hair, who ate one egg and chips from Monday to Thursday and sat reading the complimentary newspapers and drinking her way through two cups of tea. I always made an effort to chat with her. I suspected it might be the only conversation the old woman got all day.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI liked the tourists, who stopped on their walk up to and down from the castle, the shrieking schoolchildren, who stopped by after school, the regulars from the offices across the road, and Nina and Cherie, the hairdressers, who knew the calorie count of every single item the Buttered Bun had to offer. Even the annoying customers, like the red-haired woman who ran the toy shop and disputed her change at least once a week, didn’t trouble me.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI watched relationships begin and end across those tables, children transferred between ex-spouses, the guilty relief of those parents who couldn’t face cooking, and the secret pleasure of pensioners at a fried breakfast. All human life came through, and most of them shared a few words with me, trading jokes or comments over the mugs of steaming tea. Dad always said he never knew what was going to come out of my mouth next, but in the café it didn’t matter.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFrank liked me. He was quiet by nature, and said having me there kept the place lively. It was a bit like being a barmaid, but without the hassle of drunks.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnd then that afternoon, after the lunchtime rush had ended, and with the place briefly empty, Frank, wiping his hands on his apron, had come out from behind the hot plate and turned the little CLOSED sign to face the street.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe was twisting a tea towel between his two hands and looked more uncomfortable than I had ever seen him. I wondered, briefly, whether someone had complained about me. And then he motioned to me to sit down.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Sorry, Louisa,” he said, after he had told me. “But I’m going back to Australia. My dad’s not too good, and it looks like the castle is definitely going to start doing its own refreshments. The writing’s on the wall.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI think I sat there with my mouth actually hanging open. And then Frank handed me the envelope, and answered my next question before it left my lips. “I know we never had, you know, a formal contract or anything, but I wanted to look after you. There’s three months’ money in there. We close tomorrow.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Three months!” Dad exploded, as my mother thrust a cup of sweet tea into my hands. “Well, that’s big of him, given she’s worked like a ruddy Trojan in that place for the last six years.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Bernard.” Mum shot him a warning look, nodding toward Thomas. My parents minded him after school every day until Treena finished work.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“What the hell is she supposed to do now? He could have given her more than a day’s bloody notice.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Well…she’ll just have to get another job.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“There are no bloody jobs, Josie. You know that as well as I do. We’re in the middle of a bloody recession.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMum shut her eyes for a moment, as if composing herself before she spoke. “She’s a bright girl. She’ll find herself something. She’s got a solid employment record, hasn’t she? Frank will give her a good reference.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Oh, fecking marvelous…‘Louisa Clark is very good at buttering toast, and a dab hand with the old teapot.’”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Thanks for the vote of confidence, Dad.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I’m just saying.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI knew the real reason for Dad’s anxiety. They relied on my wages. Treena earned next to nothing at the flower shop. Mum couldn’t work, as she had to look after Granddad, and Granddad’s pension amounted to almost nothing. Dad lived in a constant state of anxiety about his job at the furniture factory. His boss had been muttering about possible redundancies for months. There were murmurings at home about debts and the juggling of credit cards. Dad had had his car written off by an uninsured driver two years previously, and somehow this had been enough for the whole teetering edifice that was my parents’ finances to finally collapse. My modest wages had been a little bedrock of housekeeping money, enough to help see the family through from week to week.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Let’s not get ahead of ourselves. She can head down to the Job Center tomorrow and see what’s on offer. She’s got enough to get by for now.” They spoke as if I weren’t there. “And she’s smart. You’re smart, aren’t you, love? Perhaps she could do a typing course. Go into office work.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI sat there as my parents discussed what other jobs my limited qualifications might entitle me to. Factory work, machinist, roll butterer. For the first time that afternoon I wanted to cry. Thomas watched me with big, round eyes, and silently handed me half a soggy biscuit.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Thanks, Tommo,” I mouthed silently, and ate it.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe was down at the athletics club, as I had known he would be. Mondays to Thursdays, regular as a station timetable, Patrick was there in the gym or running in circles around the floodlit track.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Run with me,” he puffed, as he got closer. His breath came in pale clouds. “I’ve got four laps to go.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI hesitated just a moment, and then began to run alongside him. It was the only way I was going to get any kind of conversation out of him. I was wearing my pink trainers with the turquoise laces, the only shoes I could possibly run in.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI had spent the day at home, trying to be useful. I’m guessing it was about an hour before I started to get under my mother’s feet. Mum and Granddad had their routines, and having me there interrupted them. Dad was asleep, as he was on nights this month, and not to be disturbed. I tidied my room, then sat and watched television with the sound down, and when I remembered, periodically, why I was at home in the middle of the day, I felt an actual brief pain in my chest.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I wasn’t expecting you.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I got fed up at home. I thought maybe we could do something.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe looked sideways at me. There was a fine film of sweat on his face. “The sooner you get another job, babe, the better.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“It’s all of twenty-four hours since I lost the last one. Am I allowed to just be a bit miserable and floppy? You know, just for today?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“But you’ve got to look at the positive side. You knew you couldn’t stay at that place forever. You want to move upward, onward.” Patrick had been named Stortfold Young Entrepreneur of the Year two years previously, and had not yet quite recovered from the honor. He had since acquired a business partner, Ginger Pete, offering personal training to clients over a forty-mile area, and two liveried vans on credit. “Being made redundant can change people’s lives, Lou.” He glanced at his watch, checking his lap time. “What do you want to do? You could retrain. I’m sure they do a grant for people like you.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“People like me?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“People looking for a new opportunity. What do you want to be? You could be a beautician. You’re pretty enough.” He nudged me as we ran, as if I should be grateful for the compliment.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“You know my beauty routine. Soap, water, the odd paper bag.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ePatrick was beginning to look exasperated.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI was starting to lag behind. I hate running. I hated him for not slowing down.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Look…shop assistant. Secretary. Estate agent. I don’t know…there must be something you want to do.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut there wasn’t. I had liked it in the café. I liked knowing everything there was to know about the Buttered Bun, and hearing about the lives of the people who came through it. I had felt comfortable there.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“You can’t mope around, babe. Got to get over it. All the best entrepreneurs fight their way back from rock bottom. Jeffrey Archer did it. So did Richard Branson.” He tapped my arm, trying to get me to keep up.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I doubt if Jeffrey Archer ever got made redundant from toasting teacakes.” I was out of breath. And I was wearing the wrong bra. I slowed, dropped my hands down onto my knees.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe turned, running backward, his voice carrying on the still, cold air. “I’m just saying. Sleep on it, put on a smart suit, and head down to the Job Center. Or I’ll train you to work with me, if you like. You know there’s money in it. And don’t worry about the holiday. I’ll pay.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI smiled at him.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe blew a kiss and his voice echoed across the empty stadium. “You can pay me back when you’re back on your feet.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI made my first claim for Jobseeker’s Allowance. I attended a forty-five-minute interview, and a group interview, where I sat with a group of twenty or so mismatched men and women, half of whom wore the same slightly stunned expression I suspected I did, and the other half the blank, uninterested faces of people who had been here too many times before. I wore what my dad deemed my “civilian” clothes.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAs a result of these efforts, I endured a brief stint filling in on a night shift at a chicken processing factory (it gave me nightmares for weeks), and two days at a training session as a “home energy adviser.” I realized pretty quickly that I was essentially being instructed to befuddle old people into switching energy suppliers, and told Syed, my personal “adviser,” that I couldn’t do it. He insisted that I continue, so I listed some of the practices that they had asked me to employ, at which point he went a bit quiet and suggested we (it was always “we” even though it was pretty obvious that one of us \u003ci\u003ehad\u003c\/i\u003e a job) try something else.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI did two weeks at a fast-food chain. The hours were okay, I could cope with the fact that the uniform made my hair static, but I found it impossible to stick to the “appropriate responses” script, with its “How can I help you today?” and its “Would you like large fries with that?” I was let go after one of the doughnut girls caught me debating the varying merits of the free toys with a four-year-old. What can I say? She was a smart four-year-old. I also thought the Sleeping Beautys were sappy.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eNow I sat at my fourth interview as Syed scanned through the touch screen for further employment “opportunities.” Even Syed, who wore the grimly cheerful demeanor of someone who had shoehorned the most unlikely candidates into a job, was starting to sound a little weary.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Um…Have you ever considered joining the entertainment industry?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“What, as in mime artist? Opera singer?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Actually, no. 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