{"product_id":"gold-diggers-isbn-9781984882059","title":"Gold Diggers","description":"\u003cb\u003e\u003cb\u003eOne of \u003ci\u003eThe Washington Post\u003c\/i\u003e's 10 Best Books of 2021 *\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cb\u003eOne of NPR's Best Books of 2021 * \u003ci\u003eNew York Times\u003c\/i\u003e Book Review Editors' Choice * \u003cb\u003eLong-listed for the Center for Fiction First Novel Prize\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Dizzyingly original, fiercely funny, deeply wise.” —Celeste Ng, #1 bestselling author of \u003ci\u003eLittle Fires Everywhere\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e“\u003c\/b\u003eSanjena Sathian’s \u003ci\u003eGold Diggers\u003c\/i\u003e is a work of 24-karat genius.” —Ron Charles, \u003ci\u003eThe Washington Post\u003c\/i\u003e \u003c\/b\u003e\u003ci\u003e  \u003cb\u003e  \u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e \u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eHow far would you go for a piece of the American dream?\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eA magical realist coming-of-age story, \u003ci\u003eGold Diggers\u003c\/i\u003e skewers the model minority myth to tell a hilarious and moving story about immigrant identity, community, and the underside of ambition.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eA floundering second-generation teenager growing up in the Bush-era Atlanta suburbs, Neil Narayan is funny and smart but struggles to bear the weight of expectations of his family and their Asian American enclave. He tries to want their version of success, but mostly, Neil just wants his neighbor across the cul-de-sac, Anita Dayal.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eWhen he discovers that Anita is the beneficiary of an ancient, alchemical potion made from stolen gold—a “lemonade” that harnesses the ambition of the gold’s original owner—Neil sees his chance to get ahead. But events spiral into a tragedy that rips their community apart. Years later in the Bay Area, Neil still bristles against his community's expectations—and finds he might need one more hit of that lemonade, no matter the cost.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eSanjena Sathian’s astonishing debut offers a fine-grained, profoundly intelligent, and bitingly funny investigation into what's required to make it in America. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSoon to be a series produced by Mindy Kaling!\u003c\/b\u003e“Sathian’s satire is pitch perfect . . . savagely funny. The comedic grotesque register gives way, at times, to an authentic and heartrending melancholia . . . [M]agnificent—canny and moving and just plain fun . . . Sathian’s movement toward fantasy in the story’s second half is a wise, satisfying turn. Her prose lifts off: there’s a delight she takes in writing humorously about magic that shows off the scope of her immense talent . . . [a] firm critique of secondhand striving and cutthroat ambition.” —\u003cb\u003eAnita Felicelli, \u003ci\u003eThe Los Angeles Review of Books\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“This novel deftly weaves together magic and history to produce a compelling coming-of-age story.” \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003e—The New Yorker\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“\u003ci\u003eGold Diggers\u003c\/i\u003e is a delightful concoction of the best of South Asia’s literary offerings, reminiscent of Hanif Kureishi’s irreverent humour in \u003ci\u003eThe Buddha of Suburbia\u003c\/i\u003e and, more recently, the magic realism of Mohsin Hamid’s \u003ci\u003eExit West\u003c\/i\u003e and Salman Rushdie’s work. . . . Sathian brings a golden touch to the 21st-century Indian American novel—stretching it through a reimagining of history and mythology, yet holding it close to her chest.” —\u003cb\u003eSana Goyal, \u003ci\u003eThe Guardian\u003c\/i\u003e \u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Sanjena Sathian’s \u003ci\u003eGold Diggers\u003c\/i\u003e is a work of 24-karat genius . . . remarkable . . . Sathian’s effervescent social satire breaks the bonds of ordinary reality and rises to another level . . . Like Aimee Bender, Karen Russell and Colson Whitehead, she’s working in a liminal realm where the laws of science aren’t suspended so much as stretched . . . dazzling . . . Looking up from the pages of this sparkling debut, I experienced something like the thrill the luckiest 49ers must have felt: Gold! Gold! Gold!” \u003cb\u003e—Ron Charles, \u003ci\u003eThe Washington Post\u003c\/i\u003e \u003c\/b\u003e    \u003ci\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003c\/i\u003e \u003cbr\u003e “[A]chingly real reminders of what it was like to be an adolescent in post-9\/11 America, feeling the weight of your parents’ dreams on your shoulders . . . The tension Sathian builds is one of teenage insecurity swelling into adulthood, until disillusion overthrows the tyranny of American perfectionism . . . exquisite prose humming with contagious anxiety.” \u003cb\u003e—Lauren Christensen, \u003ci\u003eThe New York Times Book Review\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“This terrific debut novel uses heists and alchemy to deconstruct immigrant ambition, striving, and sin . . . The project of \u003ci\u003eGold Diggers\u003c\/i\u003e is to deconstruct that dream [of America]. But what makes the novel so compelling is the playfulness with which Sathian deconstructs it. You feel for the characters and the ways they have been warped by their pursuit of greatness and the ways they are haunted by their sins—but also, there are heists and alchemy. It’s a blast.” —\u003cb\u003eConstance Grady, \u003ci\u003eVox\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “Full of voice . . . rollicking, at times painful, and ultimately intensely satisfying . . . One of the wonderful things about Sathian's writing is how imperfect she allows Neil to be: he can be shallow, vain, awkward, and selfish. Yet it's so easy to root for him, because he's just so terribly alive, his adult narration inhabiting his teenage self honestly, without sugarcoating.” \u003cb\u003e—Ilana Masad, NPR\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Sanjena is way too young to have published such an amazing novel about a group of South Asian teenagers and the quest for their identity in the U.S., yet she pulls it off effortlessly, complete with references to TCBY and other 1990s favorites.” —\u003cb\u003eZibby Owens, Good Morning America\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cbr\u003e  \u003cbr\u003e “Highly anticipated . . . Funny and exciting, it’s an entertaining new twist on the immigrant experience.” —\u003cb\u003eLesley Kennedy, CNN\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “Crackles with sarcasm and wit . . . a dazzling tale. Local readers will delight in Sathian’s artful depiction of metro Atlanta circa 2006, as well as her take on the struggles of being a member of a minority community during the post-9\/11 Bush era.” —\u003cb\u003eAnjali Enjeti,\u003ci\u003e Atlanta Journal Constitution\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “Read \u003ci\u003eGold Diggers,\u003c\/i\u003e a fantastical and darkly funny commentary on the American Dream.” —\u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eBook Riot\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“A dazzling and delightful work of fiction by an exciting new literary talent . . . Sathian has produced a beguiling elixir with \u003ci\u003eGold Diggers\u003c\/i\u003e, skillfully stirring myth into a playful yet powerful modern-day examination of the American dream and the second-generation citizens who pursue it. A fabulist amalgam of \u003ci\u003eThe Great Gatsby\u003c\/i\u003e and \u003ci\u003eThe Catcher in the Rye\u003c\/i\u003e, it’s an engrossing cautionary tale as well as a shrewd appraisal of what we consider success—and the moral sacrifices we make to achieve it. Imaginative and intoxicating, \u003ci\u003eGold Diggers\u003c\/i\u003e richly rewards its readers.” —\u003cb\u003eStephanie Harrison,\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eBookPage\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Dazzling . . . the sharp characterizations bring humor and contemplation in equal measure, touching on the pressures Neil and Anita face to produce a legacy that honors their parents’ sacrifices. Sathian’s bildungsroman isn’t one to miss.” —\u003ci\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublishers Weekly\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Out of [a] nugget of magical realism, Sathian spins pure magic . . . Filled with pathos, humor, slices of American history, and an adrenaline-pumping heist, Sathian's spectacular debut also highlights the steep costs of the all-American dream . . . Pure gold . . . YAs will find much to embrace in Neeraj’s dynamite and touching quest to find himself.\" —\u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eBooklist\u003c\/i\u003e (starred review)\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e  \u003cbr\u003e“A refreshing tweak of the assimilation novel . . . Sathian artfully and convincingly conjures [this] world . . . Sathian has a knack for page-turner prose, but the story has plenty of heft. A winningly revamped King Midas tale.” —\u003ci\u003e\u003cb\u003eKirkus\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e  \u003cbr\u003e“In a perfect alchemical blend of familiar and un-, \u003ci\u003eGold Diggers\u003c\/i\u003e takes a wincingly hilarious coming-of-age story, laces it with magical realism and a trace of satire, and creates a world that's both achingly familiar and marvelously inventive. Written with such assurance it's hard to believe it's Sanjena Sathian's debut, this is a dizzyingly original, fiercely funny, deeply wise novel about the seductive powers—and dangers—of borrowed ambition.” —\u003cb\u003eCeleste Ng, author of \u003ci\u003eLittle Fires Everywhere\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“\u003ci\u003eGold Diggers\u003c\/i\u003e is so many things—truly funny, insightful, smart, and filled with wonderful characters. I loved reading this novel, and loved watching Neil Narayan grow up and grapple with the America his immigrant parents believed in. Neil's journey to figuring out what he believes, which includes a multi-layered exploration into the properties of gold, and his strange and wonderful friendship with his next door neighbor, Anita, make this story unmissable.” —\u003cb\u003eAnn Napolitano, bestselling author of \u003ci\u003eDear Edward\u003c\/i\u003e \u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Is the American dream about hard work and sacrifice or is it about the lure of the Gold Rush, of quick riches there for the taking? Greed, regret and love are all at work here in Sathian’s completely original, utterly absorbing, complex and confident debut novel. A bravura performance from an exciting new voice.” —\u003cb\u003eKaren Joy Fowler, \u003ci\u003eNew York Times\u003c\/i\u003e bestselling author of \u003ci\u003eThe Jane Austen Book Club\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“What a dynamic and exciting debut! Sathian builds such an inviting world of layers and times, all knit together by voice, vibrant imagery and palpable groundedness. A total delight.” —\u003cb\u003eAimee Bender, author of \u003ci\u003eThe Butterfly Lampshade \u003c\/i\u003e \u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Sanjena Sathian's \u003ci\u003eGold Diggers\u003c\/i\u003e is a sparkling treasure, hilarious and full of insight.” \u003ci\u003e—\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cb\u003eRajesh Parameswaran, author of \u003ci\u003eI Am an Executioner\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“I’m not sure if I should praise Sanjena Sathian for spinning such a lively and nervy narrative or thank her for her generosity as field guide, bringing me deep into Indian-American family life and the underbelly of Silicon Valley optimization culture. A tenderly imaginative tale of ambition and the burden of tradition, \u003ci\u003eGold Diggers\u003c\/i\u003e is the American novel we need right now. Bracingly original, riveting to the last drop.” —\u003cb\u003eLauren Mechling, author of \u003ci\u003eHow Could She\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Sanjena Sathian's \u003ci\u003eGold Diggers\u003c\/i\u003e made me feel utterly inadequate as a writer. Her writing is engaging and the lush world she creates within the novel was a great joy to explore. We'll be hearing from her for years to come.” —\u003cb\u003eSopan Deb, author of \u003ci\u003eMissed Translations\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“From Bombay to the Bay Area, Sanjena Sathian’s expansive debut novel upends our ideas of what it takes to make it in America. Smart, funny, and completely engrossing, \u003ci\u003eGold Diggers\u003c\/i\u003e is everything a novel should be.” —\u003cb\u003eAndrew Ridker, author of \u003ci\u003eThe Altruists\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Searching, intelligent, with a premise as flawless as the gold at its center, \u003ci\u003eGold Diggers\u003c\/i\u003e follows a generation whose ambitions are shaping the America we live in today. As imaginative as it is idea-driven, as compassionate as it is angry, part heist novel, part coming of age story, part ghost story, romance, and tragedy, it renders all its opposites in a fast-paced, perfectly crafted crucible of a plot. This is a perfect first novel: brilliant, funny, and secretly, privately, quietly romantic. A Great American Novel for the 21st century.” —\u003cb\u003eAmy Parker, author of \u003ci\u003eBeasts and Children\u003c\/i\u003e and winner of the Calvino Prize\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Vivid, delightful, and wonderfully weird, \u003ci\u003eGold Diggers\u003c\/i\u003e glitters with a unique and stirring brilliance. Sanjena Sathian is an incredibly exciting new writer!” —\u003cb\u003eDan Chaon, author of \u003ci\u003eIll Will \u003c\/i\u003eand National Book Award Finalist\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“\u003ci\u003eGold Diggers\u003c\/i\u003e is a knock-out—a hilarious send-up of the immigrant pressure to succeed and the challenges of growing up with a hyphenated identity in the American South. It’s also a devastating meditation on history, love, grief, wealth, and familial bonds. Whether you want to laugh or cry, meet ghosts, plan a heist, or live forever, you can find what you’re looking for in these sparkling pages.” —\u003cb\u003eMaria Kuznetsova, author of \u003ci\u003eOksana, Behave!\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“\u003ci\u003eGold Diggers\u003c\/i\u003e is an auspicious—auriferous?—debut. Part coming-of-age story about the immigrant experience, part Gogolian heist comedy about soul-sapping gold, it’s also a timely satire of greed, status anxiety, Ivy striving, and the long nightmare of the American dream. The novel is particularly brilliant and funny on the different forms that ambition takes, and the different ways it can deform you. It’s an enviably smart and ambitious critique of envy, smarts, and ambition, which inspires some of the same jealousy it diagnoses. Like Sathian’s characters, you almost want to drink whatever jewelry she was wearing while writing it.” —\u003cb\u003eBennett Sims, author of \u003ci\u003eWhite Dialogues\u003c\/i\u003e \u003c\/b\u003eA Paul and Daisy Soros fellow, \u003cb\u003eSanjena Sathian\u003c\/b\u003e is a 2019 graduate of the Iowa Writers' Workshop. She has worked as a reporter in Mumbai and San Francisco, with nonfiction bylines for \u003ci\u003eThe New Yorker, The New York Times, Food \u0026amp; Wine\u003c\/i\u003e, \u003ci\u003eThe Washington Post\u003c\/i\u003e, Vox, TIME, and more. Her award-winning short fiction has been published in \u003ci\u003eThe Atlantic\u003c\/i\u003e, \u003ci\u003eConjunctions\u003c\/i\u003e, \u003ci\u003eBoulevard, Joyland, Salt Hill,\u003c\/i\u003e and \u003ci\u003eThe Master's Review\u003c\/i\u003e. Sathian's next novel, \u003ci\u003eGoddess Complex\u003c\/i\u003e, will be published by Penguin Press in March 2025.\u003cp\u003eChapter 1.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhen I was younger, I consisted of little but my parents' ambitions for who I was to become. But by the end of ninth grade, all I wanted for myself was a date to the Spring Fling dance. A hot one. The dream was granted, by chance. Finding myself unaccompanied in the final days before the event, I begged my neighbor and childhood best friend, Anita Dayal, to take pity on me. Fine; I could be her \"escort,\" she allowed, putting the word in air quotes as we readied for that rather fateful night.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBefore the dance, I was set to meet Anita and our crowd at the mall. We'd take photos outside the TCBY, all trussed up in our Macy's finery. My mother deposited me on a median in the middle of the parking lot, early, then sped off to my older sister's picture party. Prachi had been nominated for Spring Fling court and was living a more documentable high school life. Prachi, the Narayan child who managed to be attractive and intelligent and deferential to our cultural traditions to boot, was headed to Duke, we were all sure. Earlier that day, cheeks blooming with pride, my mother had fastened a favorite, slim gold chain of her own, gifted by our nani, around Prachi's neck. My sister kissed my mother's cheek like an old, elegant woman and thanked her, while I waited to be dropped into my own small life, in an ill-fitting suit.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI waited on the median, growing anxious. There was no sign of Anita. I paced and fidgeted, watching the others pin corsages and boutonnieres, and readied myself, after fifteen minutes, then twenty, to give up and trek down one of those horrible sidewalk-less stretches of great Georgia boulevard back home to Hammond Creek. I was already turning away from the fuss, attempting to loosen my father's congealed-blood-colored tie, when Anita and her mother screeched up in their little brown Toyota. I knocked my knee against the concrete dolphin-adorned fountain and shouted, \"Shit!\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA wall of mostly Indian and Asian parents regarded me with a collective glare. Yes, I consisted largely of my parents' ambitions, but some part of me was also made of the ogling, boggling eyeballs of the rest of our community.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnd another part-a significant part-was Anita, who was now stepping out of the double-parked car, smiling blithely. Anita had bright eyes: muddy brown, lively, roving, liable to flick over you quickly, as though there was something else more interesting or urgent in your vicinity. It made you want to stand squarely in her line of vision to ask for her full attention; when you got it, it felt like the warming of the late-morning summer sun.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Neil, I \u003ci\u003etold\u003c\/i\u003e her we were late, but stubborn girl wouldn't listen!\" Anita's mother, Anjali Auntie, said. She was dressed like she planned to attend the dance herself, in a bright green sheath framing her breasts, a dress that reminded me she was unlike other mothers.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"I got invited to Melanie's picture party first,\" Anita said. \"I IM'd you!\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA betrayal: cherry-cheeked and universally admired Melanie Cho had laughed off my invitation to the dance weeks before, leaving me itchy with self-loathing. Anita's grin-the grin of the newly anointed popular-matched the crystal studding along her bright blue bodice.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnjali Auntie positioned us shoulder-to-shoulder. Anita linked her arm through mine so the insides of our elbows kissed. This was how we'd been posed in Diwali photos as kids, when our families got together and Prachi dressed Anita up as Sita and assembled a paper crown for me, her spouse, Lord Rama. The posture suddenly seemed foreign.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThere was no time to be angry. I smiled. In the photos, I am washed out. She, in electric blue and crystal, beams, her eyes settled somewhere just above the camera lens.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe dance: People were learning to inch closer to each other, and some girls didn't mind the short guys' heads bobbing below theirs, and some guys didn't mind the girls with braces. The teachers on chaperone duty patrolled the bathrooms, where kids who were not my crowd might engage in \"nonsense,\" as my mother put it, \u003ci\u003enonsense\u003c\/i\u003e that was inaccessible to me at the time.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAs with any other event at Okefenokee High School, the room was semi-segregated. A handful of white kids mosh-pitted in the middle of the party; others made their way to those nonsense-filled bathrooms or the parking lot. The good-looking Indian and Asian girls hung by the long banquet table. The debate, math Olympiad, robotics, etc., Indians and Asians were the likeliest ones to be bopping around, because though none of us could really move, the dancing offered a prescribed activity for the evening, a script. I depended on scripts in those days, before anyone asked me to invent my own life.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI followed Anita onto the floor, expecting to join the circle dancing around Hari Chopra, who was attempting to prove his B-boy abilities to the Kanye song that was ubiquitous that year, flicking a finger across an imaginary flat-brimmed hat in the warm-up. But Anita veered toward a cluster of girls that included my sister and Melanie. I stopped at the edge of the squeaky gym floor in my dress shoes, which were vast, boatlike, slippery, and made me sweat.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Anita,\" I whispered frantically, but she mouthed, Just a second, and darted into the girl cluster-as though she was crossing the finish line in a race I hadn't known she was running. She'd grown spritely and uncatchable lately, always squinting at a secretly looming horizon line.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI didn't see my date again until the end of the evening, let alone dance with her. The ghost of her touch on me-the inside of her elbow against the inside of mine-lingered on my skin. I felt insubstantial.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI spent the party with Kartik Jain and Manu Padmanaban and Aleem Khan and Jack Kim and Abel Mengesha (who was Ethiopian but clocked most of his time with the Asians), avoiding Shruti Patel, with whom Manu had agreed to come, and whose electrified bristly hair and eager gopher teeth discomfited us. Jack was counting the girls he'd made out with at computer camp the year before, in an effort to overcome the fact that he was here tonight alone. I had been at that camp and knew the single kiss he'd received was dumb luck, the result of a double dog dare.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI was supposed to return home with Anita and her mother at ten-their house sat catty-corner from ours in the Hammond Creek cul-de-sac. Ten; I only had to last till ten. I watched the egg-shaped clock on the wall above the banquet table tick. I drank the sugary punch; it stained my tongue Coke-can red.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eJust before nine thirty, people began to gather for the announcement of Spring Fling royalty. At the swell of a tantalizingly sex-infused slow song-\u003ci\u003eCrash into me, and I come into you\u003c\/i\u003e-I went looking for Anita. I wound through the gym, all elbows and too-long hair that curtained the top of my vision. No Anita. No Prachi. I sidestepped out of the gym and down the hallway carpeted in green and gray-the swampy colors of Okefenokee High School. It occurred to me that I might find the girls in the parking lot. The parking lot, full of \u003ci\u003enonsense\u003c\/i\u003e.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI pushed open the first door I encountered, missing, in my annoyance, the sign that read EMERGENCY EXIT. The alarm wailed. People's hands flew to their ears, and heads turned toward me. A white guy gripped a handle of some clear verboten substance. Someone cursed. Someone shrieked. Someone laughed. I stood mute as they scattered. When Coach Jameson came striding outside to bust up the party, he noted my presence, held up a large, meaty finger, and said, \"Wait there.\" I froze, darkened by the shadows behind the gym.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eGirls were crying. Not Anita, I don't think. It took a lot to make her cry. From somewhere came my sister's voice, in the buttery lilt that never failed her: \"Coach, I just came out here to find my necklace, it fell off, it's my grandmother's, you know I don't drink-\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"I'll ask, missy,\" he said. \"What were you doing to cause you to, ahem, lose a necklace?\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI shuddered and didn't catch Prachi's reply because Anita stood behind me, propping open the door whose alarm had at last been killed.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Neil, get inside, you'll get in trouble,\" she whispered. Her glossed lips quivered and for a moment I was suffused with a premonition that something phantom wished to be spoken aloud but that no one-not me, not the people around me-could find the language. Anita clamped her mouth shut and blinked very fast, as though beating back that ghost, and there we remained, still rooted to our finite asphalt selves.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI said Prachi was out there and it didn't sound good. \"The coach already saw me,\" I added. \"I'm not supposed to move.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Are you \u003ci\u003ekidding\u003c\/i\u003e me, Neil?\" Anita was framed in the doorway as the hallway light streamed out around her. \"My mom's waiting, like, right now.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"I wasn't drinking.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"I \u003ci\u003eknow \u003c\/i\u003eyou weren't drinking,\" she said. No, more like-\"I know you weren't drinking.\" I wondered how she had come by all her new wisdom, how she had grown so fast, so far ahead of me. \"Did \u003ci\u003eyou \u003c\/i\u003eset off the alarm?\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI nodded miserably.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Dude,\" Anita said. \"People go out the food delivery door.\" She pointed. She spoke rapidly, percussively, with a bravado that might have masked her nerves at being so near \u003ci\u003etrouble\u003c\/i\u003e.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"C'mon, kid.\" Coach Jameson led his small troupe of prisoners inside, beckoning me with that meaty finger, holding the alcohol pinched in his other hand like a used rag. The captured students followed, heads bowed-two white guys I didn't know, Katie Zhang, Mark Ha, Prachi. My sister mouthed, What? at me while Coach Jameson looked Anita up and down and added, \"And you, rubbernecker.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"I just got here, coach,\" Anita said. Her voice caught in her throat before she switched to a clipped tone like the sort my mother used on work calls. I could feel her straining to be someone with whom she had not yet become fully acquainted. \"Actually, we were trying to leave. My mom's outside, you can ask her-\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Y'all well know not to be in the parking lot.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"I just got worried, see,\" she tried again, in a slightly sharper pitch. \"Because-\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"What's your name?\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Anita Dayal.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"And yours?\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Neil Narayan.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe repeated. \"Anita Dial. Neil Nay-rannan. Y'all're freshmen?\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Yes, sir,\" Anita said.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Stay away from this crowd,\" Coach Jameson said grandly. \"Getcherselves home.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe escorted his captured cool kids past us. The scent of our innocence-or mine, anyway-was strong enough to overpower everything else.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eSome kids my age drank alcohol, but I was afraid to, not because of the things the health class teacher cautioned would happen to your body and brain but because of my mother's warnings that engaging in \u003ci\u003enonsense\u003c\/i\u003e could abort all you were supposed to become, could in fact abort the very American dream we were duty-bound to live out. Take the case of Ravi Reddy, whose parents had shipped him to Hyderabad to finish high school upon smelling beer on his breath. No one had heard from Ravi since, but my mother had hinted that she and my father were not above taking a leaf out of the Reddys' book.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI would not have wished such a fate on anyone, let alone my sister, so I said to Anita, \"Can you get your mom to wait two minutes? My sister lost our grandmother's gold necklace, and she'll be even more screwed.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnita bit her lip. Something shifted in her posture, brought her into a new alertness, like when she was asked a question to which she knew the answer in algebra.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Oh.\" She retrieved her pink flip phone from her fake-pearl-encrusted purse. \"Mama. Coming. But Prachi lost this gold necklace, and Neil-\" A pause. She hung up. \"My mom says be quick.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"My sister doesn't drink.\" I held up a flashlight that connected to my Swiss Army knife and house keys. Nothing showed itself on the asphalt, just the black Georgia ground beneath the black Georgia sky. Puddles of yellow lamppost light revealed the riddled texture of the parking lot. There were no secrets here; in this stupid place, what you saw was what you got.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"All of them drink,\" Anita said, peeling away. \"You can't run in that crowd and not drink.\" Did \u003ci\u003eAnita \u003c\/i\u003edrink? A pang in my chest-for wasn't she now in \u003ci\u003ethat crowd\u003c\/i\u003e? \"She ditched with Hudson Long because she knew she was going to lose Spring Fling Princess.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"She lost?\" I sighed. Even if Prachi escaped Coach Jameson, she'd be smarting from defeat. I didn't fancy enduring one of her performances of grief, wherein she refused to make eye contact with us for days, or ensured I overheard her vomiting in the bathroom. \"See anything?\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Nah,\" Anita called, a little nasally.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI cast my light beneath the dumpster, knelt and got a smashing stench of cafeteria chili and old bananas and a number of other smells both animal and human. I covered my nose, stood, ran the beam in a long line like a searchlight hunting a fugitive in desolate farmland, sweep, one, sweep, two, but nothing on the asphalt glinted like gold. \"Nothing?\" I called.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Nothing.\" Anita was kneeling by the wretched emergency exit door and reaching for something on the ground.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Is that it?\" I half jogged over.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Nope,\" she said. \"It's not here.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI was right next to her now. \"You didn't find it?\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"I just said I didn't. My mom's gonna be mad; we have to go.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Your mom's never mad.\" I waved my hand dismissively. Anjali Auntie was\u003ci\u003e different\u003c\/i\u003e-a given-and Anita could not believably invoke her as a threat. \"What's in your hand, Anita?\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFor her fist was clenched, her knuckles bloodless. She looked ready to slug me.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHer jaw tightened. Then she growled through her teeth, as though she'd been trying to tell me something and I'd been too dense to hear it. \"Neil, you are such a \u003ci\u003efreak\u003c\/i\u003e! Prachi lost her necklace because she's \u003ci\u003edrunk\u003c\/i\u003e and making out with Hudson Long, and I've got enough to worry about without helping you fix her \u003ci\u003eshit\u003c\/i\u003e.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe opened the door and stomped over the green-and-gray carpeting. I followed. I couldn't do anything but slide into the back of the Toyota. Anita and her mother sat in wooden silence up front. Anjali Auntie's eyes landed searchingly on mine in the rearview mirror a few times before settling sidelong on her daughter's taut expression. Her own face remained impassive; I could not tell if she was surprised at the coldness between Anita and me.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBack home, in my room, I wrenched myself free from my father's tie and tried to fall asleep as the landline rang and heels sounded below me - Prachi coming home, Prachi in trouble, my parents' voices rising. (\"Who were you with? \"Open your mouth, show yourb breath!\" \"Where's Ajji's - ?\" \"Ayyayyo!\" \"You'll jolly well tell us -!\") Prachi, the golden child, fallen from grace, some essential blessing lifted from her. \u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Penguin Books","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":46301893689573,"sku":"NP9781984882059","price":17.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/1842\/7735\/files\/9781984882059.jpg?v=1767728287","url":"https:\/\/k12savings.com\/products\/gold-diggers-isbn-9781984882059","provider":"K12savings","version":"1.0","type":"link"}