{"product_id":"the-mothers-isbn-9780399184529","title":"The Mothers","description":"\u003cb\u003e\u003cb\u003e\u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eNEW YORK TIMES \u003c\/i\u003eBESTSELLER\u003cb\u003e \u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e“Bittersweet, sexy, morally fraught.” –\u003c\/b\u003e\u003ci\u003eThe New York Times Book Review\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\"Fantastic… a book that feels alive on the page.\" \u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e–The Washington Post\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eFrom the \u003ci\u003eNew York-Times\u003c\/i\u003e bestselling author of \u003ci\u003eThe Vanishing Half\u003c\/i\u003e, the beloved novel about young love and a big secret in a small community. \u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003eSet within a contemporary black community in Southern California, Brit Bennett's mesmerizing first novel  is an emotionally perceptive story about community, love, and ambition. It begins with a secret.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"All good secrets have a taste before you tell them, and if we'd taken a moment to swish this one around our mouths, we might have noticed the sourness of an unripe secret, plucked too soon, stolen and passed around before its season.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eIt is the last season of high school life for Nadia Turner, a rebellious, grief-stricken, seventeen-year-old beauty. Mourning her own mother's recent suicide, she takes up with the local pastor's son. Luke Sheppard is twenty-one, a former football star whose injury has reduced him to waiting tables at a diner. They are young; it's not serious. But the pregnancy that results from this teen romance—and the subsequent cover-up—will have an impact that goes far beyond their youth. As Nadia hides her secret from everyone, including Aubrey, her God-fearing best friend, the years move quickly. Soon, Nadia, Luke, and Aubrey are full-fledged adults and still living in debt to the choices they made that one seaside summer, caught in  a love triangle they must carefully maneuver, and dogged by the constant, nagging question: What if they had chosen differently? The possibilities of the road not taken are a relentless  haunt.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eIn entrancing, lyrical prose, \u003ci\u003eThe Mothers \u003c\/i\u003easks whether a \"what if\" can be more powerful than an experience itself. If, as time passes, we must always live in servitude to the decisions  of our younger selves, to the communities that have parented us, and to the decisions we make that shape our lives forever.\u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eA New York Times \u003c\/i\u003ebestseller, a finalist for the NBCC John Leonard First Novel Prize, a finalist for the PEN\/Robert W. Bingham Prize for Debut Fiction, a finalist for the New York Public Library Young Lions Award, and named a Best Book of 2016 by NPR, \u003ci\u003eEntertainment Weekly, Vogue\u003c\/i\u003e, and others.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Ferociously moving. . .a lush book, a book of so many secrets, betrayal. . .Despite Bennett’s thrumming plot, despite the snap of her pacing, it’s the always deepening complexity of her characters that provides the book’s urgency. . . I found myself reading not to find out what happens to the characters, but to find out who they are.\"\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e –\u003ci\u003eThe New York Times Book Review\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e“Ms. Bennett allows her characters to follow their worst impulses, and she handles provocative issues with intelligence, empathy and dark humor. Her risk-taking pays off.” –\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003eThe New York Times\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"[A] compelling debut.\" \u003ci\u003e–\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003eThe New Yorker\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"Delivers lines that you'll want to savor and read out loud — because it's a story about secrets and betrayals, and part of the pleasure is your own sighs and gasps. It's both intimate and epic in scope. . .It hums along at a brisk, emotional pace — the kind of story that feels like it's moving fast, but really, it's moving deep.\"\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e \u003ci\u003e–NPR\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"[Bennett’s] storytelling does what all truly good fiction does: it draws you in and, on a universal level, connects with you and makes you think. . .\u003ci\u003eThe Mothers\u003c\/i\u003e is a thought-provoking novel that will resonate long after it is read.” \u003ci\u003e–USA Today\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"A fantastic debut novel. . .Some novels take place as you read them, while others grow more complicated as you think back on them. Bennett has written that rare combination: a book that feels alive on the page and rich for later consideration. . .Bennett is a writer to watch.\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\" –The Washington Post\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"One of the most exciting debuts of the fall.\" \u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e–LA Times\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"Luminous. . .engrossing and poignant, this is one not to miss.\" \u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e–People \u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"[A] striking debut. . .America needs more books like \u003ci\u003eThe Mothers\u003c\/i\u003e, which quietly, but critically, deepens our appreciation of the black experience, and expands our collective understanding of what it means now to be growing up and grasping for direction and affection.\"\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e \u003ci\u003e–O Magazine \u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"With echoes of James Baldwin’s \u003ci\u003eGo Tell It on the Mountain\u003c\/i\u003e, \u003ci\u003eThe Mothers\u003c\/i\u003e is not your typical coming-of-age novel: It begins with Nadia’s abortion, an experience often absent from our culture’s stories, and goes on to look at how women step in to nurture – and sometimes betray – one another.\" \u003ci\u003e–\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003eVogue\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"Brit Bennett comes charging out of Oceanside, California, with her stunning debut, \u003ci\u003eThe Mothers\u003c\/i\u003e, a refreshingly fast-paced story of young love, race, and religious hypocrisy.\" \u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e–Vanity Fair\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"Bennett’s hypnotic writing hooks you from the very beginning and never lets you go in this spine-tingling study of destiny.\"\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e –Essence\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"\u003ci\u003eThe Mothers\u003c\/i\u003e isn’t about the consequences of decisions, but the repercussions of keeping secrets. . .funny, generous, and brightly written.\" \u003ci\u003e–GQ\u003cbr\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"\u003ci\u003eThe Mothers\u003c\/i\u003e is a beautifully written, sad and lingering book – an impressive debut for such a young writer.\" \u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e–\u003ci\u003eThe Guardian\u003c\/i\u003e \u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"A magical and startlingly realistic account of how powerfully our pasts can haunt us into adulthood—no matter how far we try to run from home.\"\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e \u003ci\u003e–Harper’s Bazaar\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"Gripping. . .the twenty-first century answer to Toni Morrison’s \u003ci\u003eSula\u003c\/i\u003e. . .displays the same complexity in its portrayal of a pair of girlfriends as they grow together, and then apart, in a tight-knit African American community.\"\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e \u003ci\u003e–Elle \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"As much as \u003ci\u003eThe Mothers\u003c\/i\u003e is steeped in black culture, it’s also pointedly, poignantly universal in its depiction of young love and friendship and hard choices. Maybe that qualifies as revolutionary, or maybe it’s just a really good novel, one that makes all the mess and magic of being young feel both new and familiar in the best kind of way.\" \u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e–Entertainment Weekly\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"Stunning… this heartbreaking coming of age tale takes a brutally honest look at how the decisions of our past can haunt us well into adulthood, no matter how far we try to distance ourselves.\" \u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e–\u003ci\u003e Real Simple\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"As her flawed, lovable characters make decisions they regret and deal with the consequences, Bennett unravels their tangled lives with a devastating elegance.\" \u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e–The Houston Chronicle\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e“[An] extraordinary novel, which mines human relationships so deeply and with such empathy… powerful.” \u003ci\u003e–The Boston Globe\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"A bracing, heartfelt debut about family, motherhood and friendship, grief and healing and how all of these elements and our own shaky decisions constantly reshape our lives.\" \u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e–The Miami Herald\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"Shows remarkable confidence, flair and wisdom.\"\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e –\u003ci\u003eSeattle Times \u003c\/i\u003e \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e“Don’t keep this beautifully written coming-of-age story to yourself.” \u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e—\u003ci\u003eNewsday\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e“Bennett’s evocation of the way her characters are haunted by their families’ pasts, her depiction of unbridled, damaging passion, and her masterful orchestration of different voices are techniques reminiscent of the great Toni Morrison.” \u003cb\u003e–\u003c\/b\u003e\u003ci\u003eDallas Morning News\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"What [Bennett] has done is fulfill the both simple and impossibly difficult mandate of any storyteller: to create a world her readers believe in and care about and draw meaning from…Extraordinary…You should be reading it.\" \u003ci\u003e–Brooklyn Magazine \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"The book tells its biggest secret right away. But what happens after is more interesting. Think: the small-town drama of \"Friday Night Lights\" and the 'what ifs' of \"Sliding Doors.\"–\u003ci\u003eThe Skimm\u003ci\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Amid roiling arguments about privilege, appropriation, and race, the 26-year-old writer — author of essays on all of the above — has written a first novel exactly for its time.\" \u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e–Vulture\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"A smart, insightful story about the unique ways in which women need one another, the ways only women are capable of hurting each other, and how a decision you make when you're young can ripple like a bullet through the rest of your life — whether you regret it, or not.\"\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e \u003ci\u003e–Refinery29 \u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"The sad beauty of. . .\u003ci\u003eThe Mothers\u003c\/i\u003e [is that] the characters’ pasts and deeper desires may be obfuscated by time. . . \u003ci\u003eThe Mothers\u003c\/i\u003e brims with psychological insight and thoughtful commentary on the pain of loss and what motivates us to take actions maligned with our beliefs.\" \u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e–Huffington Post\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"Brit Bennett is so bracingly talented on the page. . . [\u003ci\u003eThe Mothers\u003c\/i\u003e is] astute and absorbing and urgent.\" \u003ci\u003e–Jezebel\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e“A masterwork of modern fiction.” \u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e–\u003c\/i\u003eFusion\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e“Gorgeous.” \u003ci\u003e\u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003e–\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003ci\u003ePopSugar\u003c\/i\u003e \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"Bennett's masterful first novel takes the reader on a multidimensional exploration of the things we desire and the things we settle for, what cements loyalties and what justifies betrayal.\" \u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e–Blavity\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"Brilliant. . .poignant, yet lovely. . .\u003ci\u003eThe Mothers\u003c\/i\u003e is one of those novels you truly don’t want to put down.\" \u003ci\u003e–LitHub \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e“Bennett illuminates [her characters’] psychologies with the same delicate sense of economy, probing for the ways that their experiences produce complex emotional states only a fraction of which are known to one another — or even to themselves.”\u003ci\u003e – \u003ci\u003eThe Millions\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"Extraordinary. . .Bennett broke my heart with this novel, with her investigation of friendship, secrets, love, choice and forgiveness.\" \u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e–\u003ci\u003eElectric Literature\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"The Mothers is a quiet, beautiful text. . .As a reader, it is easy to trust where Bennett is taking you. Surrender is necessary, but with someone who can craft stories as skillfully as she can, it isn’t painful.\" \u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003e–The Rumpus\u003c\/i\u003e \u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"Brit Bennett is the real thing. \u003ci\u003eThe Mothers\u003c\/i\u003e is a stellar novel — moving, thoughtful. Stunning. I couldn’t put it down. I’m so excited to have this brilliant new voice in the world.\"  \u003ci\u003e–\u003c\/i\u003eJacqueline Woodson, National Book Award-winning author of \u003ci\u003eBrown Girl Dreaming \u003c\/i\u003e and \u003ci\u003eAnother Brooklyn\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"Brit Bennett’s debut novel \u003ci\u003eThe Mothers\u003c\/i\u003e has stayed with me since I first read it, the words and the intimacy of the prose seeping into my pores… There is a real tenderness to how Bennett tells this story and to how she writes these characters who are so richly fleshed out, so unbearably human.\" \u003cb\u003e–\u003c\/b\u003eRoxane Gay, author of \u003ci\u003eBad Feminist \u003c\/i\u003eand\u003ci\u003e An Untamed State\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e \"What haunted me the most about this novel was the way it made a presence out of absence. It gave nothingness teeth and weaponized shadows.\u003cb\u003e \u003c\/b\u003eI thought I was escaping the current political climate, but I wasn’t. Part of what makes \u003ci\u003eThe Mothers\u003c\/i\u003e a stunning novel is its exploration of kinship and primary bonds. Our relationship to country is as fraught as our relationship to kin.\" –Carrie Brownstein, author of \u003ci\u003e\u003ci\u003eHunger Makes Me a Modern Girl \u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Brit Bennett's masterful debut is brimming with unforgettable scenes and the sort of keenly-observed, precise language that makes you look at your own relationships anew. Told with the wisdom of a seasoned, compassionate storyteller, \u003ci\u003eThe Mothers\u003c\/i\u003e is a novel about community, friendship, grief and growth. The two women at the center of this novel are characters you will find yourself thinking about long after you've turned the last page-- they pull you in close and never let you go. Bennett is a brilliant and much-needed new voice in literature.\" \u003ci\u003e–\u003c\/i\u003eAngela Flournoy, author of National Book Award-finalist \u003ci\u003eThe Turner House\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Brit Bennett’s\u003ci\u003e The Mothers \u003c\/i\u003eis a brilliant exploration of friendship, desire, inheritance, the love we seek, and the love we settle for. It is the kind of book that from its first page seduces you into knowing that the heartbreak coming will be worth it.\" \u003ci\u003e–\u003c\/i\u003eDanielle Evans, author of \u003ci\u003eBefore You Suffocate Your Own Fool Self\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Brit Bennett’s \u003ci\u003eThe Mothers\u003c\/i\u003e is an engaging and assured debut novel of depth, and introspective power. It succeeds as a brilliant study of a modern black woman, and as a lyrical and majestic portrait of her place in society.\" \u003ci\u003e–\u003c\/i\u003eChigozie Obioma, author of \u003ci\u003eThe Fishermen\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Wonderful – warm and tender and necessary.\" \u003ci\u003e–\u003c\/i\u003eYaa Gyasi, author of \u003ci\u003eHomegoing \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"Conveys the complexities and challenges of young love with refreshing honesty and beautiful sentences. I cared about Brit\u003cb\u003e \u003c\/b\u003eBennett's characters, and the choices they made, and couldn’t stop reading this remarkable debut.\"\u003ci\u003e \u003ci\u003e–\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003eVendela Vida, author of \u003ci\u003eThe Diver’s Clothes Lie Empty \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\"How do I start to describe \u003ci\u003eThe Mothers\u003c\/i\u003e? Visceral? Riveting? Heart-wrenching? In the end this novel is all three and then some… Each line that Bennett produces cracks open with more intensity in order to ask over and over again: What if? The past and the present converge with each blossoming subplot until you begin to wonder what \"mistakes\" you've made in the past that changed your future, and whether or not you will have to grapple with them. The Mothers is a rollercoaster ride that picks up very quickly even while maintaining its complexity as it moves through the interwoven journeys of Brit Bennett's unforgettable characters.\"\u003ci\u003e \u003cb\u003e–\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/i\u003eMorgan Jerkins\u003ci\u003e, \u003ci\u003eBook of the Month\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/i\u003eBorn and raised in Southern California, \u003cb\u003eBrit Bennett\u003c\/b\u003e graduated from Stanford University and later earned her MFA in fiction at the University of Michigan, where she won a Hopwood Award in Graduate Short Fiction as well as the 2014 Hurston\/Wright Award for College Writers. Her work is featured in \u003ci\u003eThe New Yorker, The New York Times Magazine, The Paris Review,\u003c\/i\u003e and Jezebel. She is one of the National Book Foundation's 2016 5 Under 35 honorees.In the darkness of the club, you could be alone with your grief. Her father had flung himself into Upper Room. He went to both services on Sunday mornings, to Wednesday night Bible study, to Thursday night choir practice although he did not sing, although practices were closed but nobody had the heart to turn him away. Her father propped his sadness on a pew, but she put her sad in places no one could see. The bartender shrugged at her fake ID and mixed her a drink and she sat in dark corners, sipping rum-and-Cokes and watching women with beat bodies spin on stage. Never the skinny, young girls—the club saved them for weekends or nights—just older women thinking about grocery lists and child care, their bodies stretched and pitted from age. Her mother would've been horrified at the thought—her in a strip club, in the light of day—but Nadia stayed, sipping the watery drinks slowly. Her third time in the club, an old black man pulled up a chair beside her. He wore a red plaid shirt under suspenders, gray tufts peeking out from under his Pacific Coast Bait \u0026amp; Tackle cap.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"What you drinkin’?\" he asked. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \"What're \u003ci\u003eyou \u003c\/i\u003edrinking?\" she said. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e He laughed. \"Naw. This a grown man drink. Not for a little thing like you. I'll get you somethin’ sweet. You like that, honey? You look like you got a sweet tooth.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e He smiled and slid a hand onto her thigh. His fingernails curled dark and long against her jeans. Before she could move, a black woman in her forties wearing a glittery magenta bra and thong appeared at the table. Light brown streaked across her stomach like tiger stripes.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \"You leave her be, Lester,\" the woman said. Then to Nadia. \"Come on, I'll freshen you up.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \"Aw, Cici, I was just talkin’ to her,\" the old man said. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \"Please,\" Cici said. \"That child ain't even as old as your watch.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e She led Nadia back to the bar and tossed what was left of her drink down the drain. Then she slipped into a white coat and beckoned for Nadia to follow her outside. Against the slate gray sky, the flat outline of the Hanky Panky seemed even more depressing. Further along the building, two white girls were smoking and they each threw up a hand when Cici and Nadia stepped outside. Cici returned the lazy greeting and lit a cigarette. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \"You got a nice face,\" Cici said. \"Those your real eyes? You mixed?\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \"No,\" she said. \"I mean, they're my eyes but I'm not mixed.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \"Look mixed to me.\" Cici blew a sideways stream of smoke. \"You a runaway? Oh, don't look at me like that. I won't report you. I see you girls come through here all the time, looking to make a little money. Ain't legal but Bernie don't mind. Bernie'll give you a little stage time, see what you can do. Don't expect no warm welcome though. Hard enough fighting those blonde bitches for tips—wait till the girls see your light-bright ass.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \"I don't want to dance,\" Nadia said. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \"Well, I don't know what you're looking for but you ain't gonna find it here.\" Cici leaned in closer. \"You know you got see-through eyes? Feels like I can see right through them. Nothin’ but sad on the other side.\" She dug into her pocket and pulled out a handful of crumpled ones. \"This ain't no place for you. Go on down to Fat Charlie's and get you something to eat. Go on.\" \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Nadia hesitated, but Cici dropped the bills into Nadia's palm and curled her fingers into a fist. 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