{"product_id":"not-i-isbn-9781635425123","title":"Not I","description":"\u003cb\u003eA \u003ci\u003eNew York Times Book Review\u003c\/i\u003e Notable Book of the Year, a portrait of an intellectually rigorous German household opposed to the Nazis and how its members suffered for their political stance.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eFew writers have deepened our understanding of the Third Reich as much as German historian, biographer, journalist, and critic Joachim Fest. His biography of Adolf Hitler has reached millions of readers around the world. Born in 1926, Fest experienced firsthand the rise of the Nazis, the Second World War, and a catastrophically defeated Germany, thus becoming a vital witness to these difficult years.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eIn this memoir of his childhood and youth, Fest offers a far-reaching view of how he experienced the war and National Socialism. True to the German \u003ci\u003eBildung\u003c\/i\u003e tradition, Fest grows up immersed in the works of Goethe, Schiller, Mörike, Rilke, Kleist, Mozart, and Beethoven. His father, a conservative Catholic teacher, opposes the Nazi regime and as a result loses his job and status. Fest is forced to move to a boarding school in the countryside that he despises, and in his effort to come to terms with his father’s strong political convictions, he embarks on a tireless quest for knowledge and moral integrity that will shape the rest of his life and writing career.“Quietly compelling, elegantly expressed...\u003ci\u003eNot I\u003c\/i\u003e shrinks the Wagnerian scale of German history in the 1930s and 1940s to chamber music dimensions. It is intensely personal, cleareyed and absolutely riveting.” \u003ci\u003e—New York Times \u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“The socially conformist thing to do for a man of distinction—journalist, filmmaker, author of the best-selling first postwar German biography of Hitler, eventually co-editor of the Frankfurter Allgemeine Zeitung—would have been to recount the history of his own distinguished career. Instead Joachim Fest (1926-2006) chose to write \u003ci\u003eNot I\u003c\/i\u003e, a colorful and dramatic account of his childhood and youth in the nonconformist family that made him what he became.” —\u003ci\u003eWall Street Journal\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Exceptional...it tells in a modest, believable, quietly bitter, and totally proud way of a family’s extraordinary decency...Strong and unique. Without it, the English language these days is short a very good book.” —\u003ci\u003eNew York Times\u003c\/i\u003e (Global Edition)\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Joachim Fest’s fascinating memoir about what it was like to come of age during the years of the Third Reich is unusual because its central character is not the author but the author’s remarkable father.” —\u003ci\u003eNew York Times Book Review\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Fest’s portraits of his brothers, his mother, and his cousins—and of himself as a teenage soldier and POW—are equally vivid and full of pathos.” —Lorin Stein, \u003ci\u003eThe Paris Review\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“[An] extraordinary memoir, written in a polished style full of irony and wit.” —\u003ci\u003eNew York Review of Books\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“A stunning portrait of a strenuously anti-Nazi family in Berlin who managed to hang on to their moral convictions during the brutalizing Hitler years...A beautifully written and translated work that creates rare, subtle portraits of Germans.” —\u003ci\u003eKirkus Reviews \u003c\/i\u003e(Starred Review)\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“[An] extraordinarily humane addition to our understanding of those who acted heroically not alone, but alongside a few intimates, together facing into the void.” —\u003ci\u003eAmerica Magazine\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“A heroic interrogation of Germany’s past.” —\u003ci\u003eSunday Telegraph\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“I loved it, both as a story of great personal courage but also as a very moving witness to the fact that decent liberal values were not entirely lost during the Nazi period. It gives a fascinating and unusual slant on a time that has been so heavily worked over in more obvious ways. In its own manner, it stands alongside Victor Klemperer’s extraordinary diaries of the same period.” —Simon Mawer, best-selling author of \u003ci\u003eTrapeze \u003c\/i\u003eand \u003ci\u003eThe Glass Room\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Fest’s accounts of being called up, of trying to avoid military service, fighting, seeing comrades die, and being caught and kept as a prisoner of war are engrossing.” —\u003ci\u003eIndependent On Sunday\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“[Fest] makes it hard to think about those blighted years, and it should be hard. His book is a glory, but only if you dare.” —\u003ci\u003eThe Scotsman\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cb\u003eJoachim Fest \u003c\/b\u003ewas one of the most important authors and historians of the Federal Republic of Germany. From 1963 he worked as chief editor of Norddeutscher Rundfunk (North German Broadcasting), and from 1973 to 1993 as editor of the \u003ci\u003eFrankfurter Allgemeine Zeitung\u003c\/i\u003e. His biography \u003ci\u003eHitler\u003c\/i\u003e (1974) has been translated into more than twenty languages. His other works include \u003ci\u003eInside Hitler’s Bunker\u003c\/i\u003e (2005), \u003ci\u003eSpeer: The Final Verdict \u003c\/i\u003e(2002), and \u003ci\u003ePlotting Hitler’s Death\u003c\/i\u003e (1996).\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eHerbert A. Arnold\u003c\/b\u003e holds a PhD from the University of Würzburg and is a professor emeritus of German and Letters at Wesleyan University.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eMartin Chalmers’s\u003c\/b\u003e recent translations include \u003ci\u003eSummer Resort \u003c\/i\u003eby Esther Kinsky and\u003ci\u003e Brussels, the Gentle Monster: or the Disenfranchisement of Europe\u003c\/i\u003e by Hans Magnus Enzensberger. In 2004 he was awarded the Schlegel-Tieck Prize for \u003ci\u003eThe Lesser Evil\u003c\/i\u003e, his translation of the post-1945 diaries of Victor Klemperer.In early 1936, from our place by the wall, Wolfgang and I eavesdropped  on a rare argument between our parents. There had been a strangely  irritable atmosphere all day. My mother evidently started it, reminding  my father in a few short sentences what she had put up with, politically  and personally, in the last three years. She said she wasn’t  complaining, but she had never dreamt of such a future. From morning to  night she was standing in front of pots, pans, and washboards, and when  the day was over she had to attend to the torn clothes of the children,  patched five times over. And then, after what seemed like a hesitant  pause, she asked whether my father did not, after all, want to  reconsider joining the Party. The gentlemen from the education authority  had called twice in the course of the year to persuade him to give way;  at the last visit they had even held out the prospect of rapid  promotion. In any case, she couldn’t cope anymore…And to indicate the  end of her plea, after a long pause she added a simple “Please!”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eMy  father replied a little too wordily (as I sometimes thought in the  years to come), but at the same time revealed how uneasy he had been  about the question for a long time. He said something about the  readjustments that she, like many others, had been forced to make. He  spoke about habit, which after often difficult beginnings provides a  certain degree of stability. He spoke about conscience and trust in God.  Also that he himself, as well as my brothers and I, could gradually  relieve her of some of the work in the household, and so on. But my  mother insisted on an answer, suggesting that joining the Party would  not change anything: “After all, we remain who we are!” It did not take  long for my father to retort: “Precisely not! It would change  everything!”","brand":"Other Press","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":48233440575717,"sku":"NP9781635425123","price":18.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/1842\/7735\/files\/9781635425123.jpg?v=1767733898","url":"https:\/\/k12savings.com\/es\/products\/not-i-isbn-9781635425123","provider":"K12savings","version":"1.0","type":"link"}