{"product_id":"loves-labor-isbn-9780812997552","title":"Love's Labor","description":"\u003cb\u003eAn acclaimed author and psychoanalyst shares moving true stories from his practice to explore the central question of our lives: How do we find and keep love?\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e“A profound meditation on love and healing. Powerful and important. Essential reading.”—Tara Westover, author of \u003ci\u003eEducated\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eIn these brief, powerful accounts drawn from his more than thirty-five years counseling patients, Stephen Grosz brings us into the lives of people who cannot fully connect to their loved ones. Grosz helps his patients map their internal worlds to uncover the unconscious fears and desires sabotaging their relationships.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eHoping to avoid love’s end, one man obsessively tends to everyone around him. Another retreats from the world, unable to live fully until he’s able to confront the failure of a tragic romance. Adultery and betrayal tear apart two married couples, but in surprising ways, love persists between the spouses.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThese true stories of everyday suffering—and profound relief—display Grosz’s deep understanding of the wayward heart and the obstacles to enduring connection.“This is a beautiful book.”\u003cb\u003e—Nigella Lawson\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“A profound meditation on love and healing. . . . powerful and important. . . . essential reading.”\u003cb\u003e—Tara Westover, author of \u003ci\u003eEducated\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“A compressed, brilliant distillation of forty years of clinical experience and deep thought, written to last. Grosz conveys what he knows, in all its richness, in as pithy and digestible form as possible.”\u003cb\u003e—\u003ci\u003eFinancial Times\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“A fascinating examination of this process [of psychoanalysis] in action . . . Grosz is a captivating writer whose understated vignettes often capture the complexities of the human condition”\u003cb\u003e―\u003ci\u003eNew Scientist\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Chilling, moving, unforgettable . . . what a privilege it is for the reader to catch a glimpse of this process.”\u003cb\u003e―\u003ci\u003eThe Guardian\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“\u003ci\u003eLove’s Labor\u003c\/i\u003e is a hopeful book and all the more convincingly so because it promises relatively small shifts rather than miraculous recoveries”\u003cb\u003e―\u003ci\u003eThe Times\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Love really is a labor: that's that’s something they don’t tell you in the fairy stories or the reality shows. But Stephen Grosz knows a lot about the pain and joy of human relationships, and in this book he generously shares his wisdom with the rest of us.”\u003cb\u003e—Zadie Smith, author of \u003ci\u003eThe Fraud\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“This is a special book, full of little epiphanies. It’s a love story about the relationship between lovers, between a therapist and patient, and between us all\u003ci\u003e,\u003c\/i\u003e if we are brave enough.”\u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003e—\u003c\/i\u003eNatasha Lunn, author of\u003ci\u003e Conversations on Love\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Grosz’s transfixing stories will increase your openness to and aptitude for the greatest of all emotions;: you will be better at love after you read this book.”\u003cb\u003e—Andrew Solomon, author of \u003ci\u003eFar from the Tree\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Full of moments of revelation that stay with you forever . . . It would not be humanly possible for me to recommend his work more highly.”\u003cb\u003e―India Knight, author of \u003ci\u003eMy Life on a Plate\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Reading Stephen Grosz is a deep sort of pleasure, and this book’s movingly told true stories left me feeling wiser and more open to life.”\u003cb\u003e―Oliver Burkeman, author of \u003ci\u003eFour Thousand Weeks\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Stephen Grosz is a beautiful writer;, a clear, compelling thinker;, an observant, wise, and deeply empathetic human being.”\u003cb\u003e—Nick Hornby, author of \u003ci\u003eFever Pitch\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cb\u003eStephen Grosz \u003c\/b\u003eis a psychoanalyst and writer. He is the author of \u003ci\u003eThe Examined Life.\u003c\/i\u003e Born in America, educated at the University of California, Berkeley and at Oxford University, he now lives and practices in London.\u003cb\u003eMarry Me\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e1\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eLooking now at my Filofax from 1989, I see that I had planned to spend the last Saturday in November in Cambridge, at Kettle’s Yard. I wanted to see an exhibition of paintings. That plan was scrapped when, late Friday night, I got a call from Sophie A.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eSophie had been given my number by a friend and felt she needed to talk to someone urgently. She and her fiancé, Nicholas—Nick—had spent the previous weekend addressing their wedding invitations. On Monday morning, he’d taken his half of the invitations and mailed them. The sixty invitations that Sophie was responsible for were still at her office, in a carrier bag under her desk. She couldn’t bring herself to post them, or to bring them home, or to tell Nick about any of it. She wasn’t sure what to do. She wasn’t even sure she should be ringing me. I offered her a consultation for the next day.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eOn Saturday, Sophie didn’t appear for her appointment. After fifteen minutes, I assumed that she had finally sent the invitations, or had talked to her fiancé and was now living through the consequences. I was in the small kitchen next to my consulting room, making a cup of coffee and opening the post, when my doorbell rang.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe woman on my doorstep was tall and stylish. Her straight dark hair was cut in a geometric chin-length bob. She wore wire-rimmed glasses. With the exception of her jeans, everything she had on was black. She stepped with some hesitancy into the consulting room. Without taking off her coat, Sophie sat down on the edge of the chair opposite me and apologized several times for being late. She explained that she’d stopped off at her parents’ house. She had wanted to tell them about the invitations, but, once there, she hadn’t been able to.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“I’m probably frightened of their reaction,” she said. “They really like Nick.” She apologized to me again. She wasn’t herself, she said. She worked as an arts correspondent for a national newspaper. She was a responsible person, not indecisive or impulsive.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Has anything like this ever happened to you before?” I asked.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Never,” she said.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eShe told me about her relationship with Nick. They had met through friends, made it through an early wobble when she thought he might still be interested in an old girlfriend. They had always had good sexual chemistry. Of course, there were things that bothered her. He had just been hired as a history lecturer at a London university, and she thought he worked too much. They had the usual squabbles about the dishes and housework. He was still a bit of an adolescent, but weren’t all men?\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“I can’t be easy to live with,” she said. “I expect him to be as well organized as I am. If I send him to the supermarket for ten things and he comes back with eight of them, it’s hard for me to hide my frustration. My ‘should have done it myself’ face.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBut Nick didn’t get upset with her about this sort of thing, she said. Other boyfriends had. She sat forward in her chair. She unbuttoned her coat and pushed it back off her shoulders. “Mr. Grosz, I do love Nick. I don’t want anyone else. I just don’t know what’s happening to me. I feel afraid.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eSophie had grown up in Notting Hill, near the Portobello Road, where her parents owned an antiques business. They did architectural salvage—chimneypieces, door furniture, floors, garden ornaments, lighting, mirrors, textiles, and carpets. She felt absolutely terrible that she hadn’t been able to tell them about the wedding invitations. She usually told her parents everything. She was an only child, and very close to her parents.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI asked Sophie about her eating and sleeping. She said she’d been waking up early, feeling anxious, and having terrible dreams. The night before had been awful. Fearful that she was going to miss our appointment, she’d woken up again and again to check her alarm clock. At some point, near morning, she fell into a deep sleep and had a dream.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“I dreamed I was in a changing room with my mum and dad. We were all supposed to undress and go through to the showers. Somehow, I realized that we were going to be gassed. There was nothing I could do. We couldn’t stay in the changing room. We had to go forward, through the door. We were all going to die.” She looked at me. “And then I woke up.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Why would I dream something like that?” she asked me.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eMy silence seemed to make Sophie uncomfortable.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eShe hesitated, then she told me that she wasn’t Jewish; Nick wasn’t either. This subject—the Holocaust—was not something she’d been thinking about. A few months back, just after Primo Levi died, she’d seen a documentary on television about him, and she’d read one of his books, but that was a while ago. Her dream made no sense to her. We sat facing each other in silence.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eAfter a minute or two, I asked her what she’d been thinking.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eShe twisted her engagement ring, told me she was embarrassed, and hoped that I wouldn’t take it the wrong way, but when her friend had suggested that she come and see me, she’d had the thought that I might be Jewish. Grosz is a Jewish name, isn’t it? She’d thought about Freud. He was Jewish. Sophie stopped. “I sound terrible. I don’t know why I dreamed about the Holocaust.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eMy intuition was that Sophie’s dream wasn’t about concentration camps, the Holocaust, or Jewishness—her anxiety suggested some anticipated internal calamity. And yet, although she was offering her associations honestly, freely, and although the dream itself seemed simple, I had to admit, I was struggling to find a way into it. I felt stuck.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI remembered a passage in Freud—if he couldn’t disentangle a patient’s dream, he would ask the patient to repeat it. Ordinarily, the patient would slightly alter the account—according to Freud, those parts of the dream described differently were revealed as the “weak spot” in the dream’s disguise.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eWhen I asked her to repeat it, Sophie reported her dream almost exactly as she had the first time. But when she described the changing room, she added another detail. “It wasn’t very big,” she said, raising her arms. “It was like this, about the size of this room.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“This room, my consulting room”—I raised my arms too—“is a type of changing room.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eSophie looked blank, then smiled. “I guess it is, but what does that mean?” she said.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI explained that her dream—her being late to my office, and her sleeplessness—suggested that she was anxious about our meeting.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Aren’t most people who come here?” She crossed her ankles, tucking them under her chair. “Why would I dream about the gas chambers?”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI told her that her dream could be expressing a fear that going forward—changing—would lead to the destruction of her life with her parents.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“I don’t think of myself as someone who is frightened of change,” she said.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“You want a change—to get married, start a new family. But I think you’re worried that this development threatens your childhood family.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“You don’t think I want to get married?”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“I don’t hear you saying that,” I said.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI told Sophie I thought she was at an impasse. She wanted to create a new family, but she didn’t want to destroy her old one. While she might feel guilty for not having posted the invitations, her actions were also a way of protecting both Nick and her parents. “If you wanted to end your relationship with him, you would have told him that you couldn’t go through with it.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“You’re saying I can’t go forward and I can’t go back. I understand that. It’s clever,” she said. But she wanted to know how to make a decision. Should she get married or not? “I was hoping you could help me resolve this.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eSophie wrapped her arms around herself, then looked at me. “When will I be able to go ahead?”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“I don’t know,” I said. “You just don’t seem to be able to do it now.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Is that it?”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI told her that I couldn’t predict the future.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThere was something else that struck me. “The force of your anxiety—it feels to me to be about something much more than a wedding—as if, when you send out your invitations, you’ll actually annihilate your parents.”\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eSophie considered this. She told me that sometimes after saying goodbye to her parents and walking away from their house, she worried that they didn’t talk to each other when she wasn’t there. 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