{"product_id":"lady-maybe-isbn-9780425282076","title":"Lady Maybe","description":"\u003cb\u003eIn this novel by the three-time Christy Award-winning author of \u003ci\u003eThe Maid of Fairbourne Hall\u003c\/i\u003e, a woman’s startling secrets lead her into unexpected danger and romance in Regency England… \u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e One final cry…\u003ci\u003e“God almighty, help us!”\u003c\/i\u003e and suddenly her world shifted violently, until a blinding collision scattered her mind and shook her bones. Then, the pain. The freezing water. And as all sensation drifted away, a hand reached for hers, before all faded into darkness…\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Now she has awakened as though from some strange, suffocating dream in a warm and welcoming room she has never seen before, and tended to by kind, unfamiliar faces. But not all has been swept away. She recalls fragments of the accident. She remembers a baby. And a ring on her finger reminds her of a lie.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e But most of all, there is a secret. And in this house of strangers she can trust no one but herself to keep it.\u003cb\u003ePraise for Julie Klassen\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “[It’s] what readers love of Jane Austen,\u003ci\u003e Downton Abbey\u003c\/i\u003e and even a bit of \u003ci\u003eJane Eyre\u003c\/i\u003e…everything a historical romance reader looks for.”—Historical Novels Review\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “Multiple Christy Award-winning Klassen once again demonstrates her gift for creating richly layered characters and skillfully integrating a multitude of fascinating historical facts into a spirited story.”—\u003ci\u003eBooklist\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “Delightful…Julie Klassen weaves a compelling story…fully imagined. I loved it!”—\u003ci\u003eNew York Times\u003c\/i\u003e bestselling author Beverly Lewis\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“A strong and entertaining story that you’ll finish with a sigh. Read it and tell your friends to buy it too.”—National bestselling author Lauraine Snelling\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “Regency\/Klassen fans will love the mystery, romance, and drama.”—\u003ci\u003ePublishers Weekly\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “Well-developed characters, plot twists, and attention to period detail make this a sure bet for fans of Regency novels.”—\u003ci\u003eLibrary Journal \u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e“Klassen has written an amazing historical novel. Her style may remind readers of Jane Austen and Lawana Blackwell, and she handles a 19th-century taboo with grace, style and respect.”—\u003ci\u003eRT Book Reviews\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e “The characters are strong—the writing excellent.”—\u003ci\u003eOnce Upon a Romance\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cb\u003eJulie Klassen\u003c\/b\u003e is the bestselling, three-time Christy Award-winning author of \u003ci\u003eLady Maybe\u003c\/i\u003e, \u003ci\u003eThe Secret of Pembrooke Park, The Maid of Fairbourne Hall, \u003c\/i\u003eand \u003ci\u003eThe Girl in the Gatehouse\u003c\/i\u003e. She loves all things Jane—\u003ci\u003eJane Eyre\u003c\/i\u003e and Jane Austen. A graduate of the University of Illinois, Julie worked in publishing for sixteen years and now writes full time. She and her husband have two sons and live in St. Paul, Minnesota.\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eCHAPTER 1\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBath, England\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e1819\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eLady Marianna Mayfield sat at her dressing table—clothed, curled, and powdered. She feigned interest in her reflection in the mirror, but in reality, she watched the housemaid behind her, packing away every last one of her belongings.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eEarly that morning, Sir John had come to her room and announced that they were leaving Bath that very day. He refused to tell her where they were going, fearful she would somehow get word to Anthony Fontaine. Nor was he allowing her to bring any of the servants, who would of course wish to know where they were headed, and might let slip their destination.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMarianna’s stomach clenched. Did he really think another move would stop her? Stop \u003ci\u003ehim\u003c\/i\u003e?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe shot to her feet and stalked to the window. Pulling back the gauzy drapery, she frowned. There in the rear mews, the groom and coachman prepared the new carriage for departure—replacing the long, spring-loaded candles in its brass lamps, then checking the wheels and springs.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eNow she knew why he had ordered a traveling chariot, custom built for long journeys. It was an expensive equipage, but a man like Sir John Mayfield would not blink at the cost. Not when he was determined to steal away with her, and leave any would-be followers behind.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eAnthony will find me\u003c\/i\u003e. Of course he would. He had done so easily the last time they moved, taking a house here in Bath. Still, she wished he might return early from London, before they departed. Perhaps he would finally stand up to Sir John, tell him what he could do with his futile scheme, and end this farce of a marriage once and for all.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA knock sounded on the open doorjamb. Frown still in place, she glanced over, expecting Sir John with another edict.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eInstead it was the butler, Hopkins. “A caller for you, your ladyship.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMarianna’s heart leapt.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“It is Miss Rogers,” he added. “Are you at home, or shall I send her away?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMarianna’s momentary elation deflated, but not completely.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Heavens no, don’t send her away,” she said. “Show her into the morning room.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Very good, your ladyship.” Hopkins bowed and departed.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe arrival of her former companion was certainly a surprise, considering how abruptly Hannah Rogers had left their employ a half year before—but not an unhappy surprise. Glancing at her empty drawers and wardrobe with sinking heart, Marianna left her bedchamber and made her way downstairs.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA familiar, willowy figure rose at her entrance, assailing Marianna with waves of nostalgic fondness—followed by betrayal that the woman had left without a word. She swallowed the bitter lump and began, “Hannah! My goodness. I never expected to see you again.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe young woman met her gaze, expression tense. “My lady.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMarianna smiled brightly. “You’re a godsend, an absolute godsend—if I believed in such things. What timing! That you should come back now.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHannah Rogers clasped her hands tightly, and lowered her eyes. “I . . . I never received my final allowance.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eCompanions received a modest salary referred to as an allowance, not vulgar “wages.” Marianna had not expected the belated request, but didn’t quibble.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Of course you should have it. I never understood why you left without collecting your due.” She rang a bell on the side table and Hopkins appeared.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Ask Mr. Ward to bring in Miss Rogers’s remaining allowance, if you please.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhen the butler left the room, Marianna turned back to Hannah and asked, “How have you been keeping?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Oh . . .” Miss Rogers formed a tenuous smile. “Well enough, thank you.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eUnconvinced, Marianna sat and studied her, taking in the wary eyes, pale skin, and sharp cheekbones—the hollows beneath more noticeable than she remembered.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“You appear in good health,” Marianna allowed. “If a little tired. And thin.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Thank you, my lady.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Please, be seated. I would offer you refreshment, but Sir John has seen fit to dismiss most of the servants already. We’re down to Hopkins, Mr. Ward, and one maid.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHannah remained standing, but Marianna didn’t press her. Instead, she tentatively asked, “And have you found another situation? I awaited word from you, or request for a character reference, but nothing ever came.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Yes. I have another place, or did, until recently.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Oh?” Hope rising, Marianna asked, “Are you not engaged at present?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“No.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMarianna rose and eagerly took the young woman’s hand. “Again, I say, what timing. For I am in dire need of a traveling companion.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Traveling companion?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Yes. Sir John insists on uprooting us again. Just when I have begun to appreciate Bath society. But he will not yield, and so off we go.” She laughed in artificial gaiety. “Say you will come with me as my companion, Hannah. He won’t even let me take my lady’s maid. He’s already dismissed her.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe would probably refuse to allow Miss Rogers to go with them as well, Marianna knew, but she had to try.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHannah shook her head. “I couldn’t leave Bath, my lady. Not now.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“You must! I shall . . . double your allowance to convince you. If Sir John does not agree, I shall use my own money.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHannah hesitated, then faltered, “I . . . I don’t even know where you are going.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Nor do I! He won’t even tell his own wife where we are bound. Isn’t that a laugh? Thinks I’ll tell a certain someone, which of course I would.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAgain Hannah shook her head. “I couldn’t leave at present. I have family here—”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Your father lives in Bristol.” Marianna reminded her. “And you left him when we moved here.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Yes, but . . . that was different.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Oh, I don’t imagine it will be so much different,” Marianna said breezily. “I doubt we’ll go far. The last time we only moved from Bristol to Bath—as though a mere dozen miles would keep us apart.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe knew Hannah would understand the reference to her first love, whom Miss Rogers had met on several occasions.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eStill Hannah hesitated. “I don’t know. . . .”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Oh, do come, Hannah. It won’t be forever. If you don’t like the place, or need to return to your family, you will be free to leave. You left before, after all, when it suited you.” Marianna smiled to soften the words—jab and assurance rolled into one.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe continued, “I really can’t bear this alone. Traveling with Sir John to some unknown place. No comforting presence between us. No familiar, friendly faces. He insists we hire all new servants when we arrive. We are not to take Hopkins or even Mr. Ward.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAs if on cue, the door opened and her husband’s secretary entered. She noticed Hannah stiffen.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Ah, Mr. Ward. You remember Hannah Rogers, I trust?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe thin man with thinner hair and pockmarked skin turned expressionless eyes her way. “Yes, m’lady. Left without notice, as I recall.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Yes, well, no matter. She has come for her allowance, which she is owed fairly, so no argument, if you please.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHis eyes glinted with displeasure or perhaps rebellion. “Yes, m’lady. Hopkins did inform me.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe turned stiffly to Miss Rogers. “I’ve taken a penalty from your \u003ci\u003eallowance\u003c\/i\u003e,” he began in patronizing fashion, “for leaving without proper notice, along with the eleven days you missed that quarter. Here is the remainder.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMiss Rogers gingerly extended her palm, head bowed like a beggar. The man dropped several sovereigns and shillings onto her outstretched hand, smirking all the while.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Thank you,” Hannah mumbled.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe turned without a word and quit the room.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWatching him go, Marianna shivered. “I cannot say I am sorry to leave him behind. Odious man. He is returning to Bristol to oversee Sir John’s interests there.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHannah glanced down at the coins in her hand. “I’m grateful for the offer, my lady. I am. But I . . . need to think about it.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMarianna Mayfield studied her. Something was different about Miss Rogers. What was it? “Well don’t think too long,” Marianna said. “We’re leaving at four this afternoon, according to Sir John. Unless I can persuade him to forgo this idiotic notion. Jealous fool.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHannah looked up at her, expression torn. Almost miserable. She said, “If I’m not here by half past three, don’t wait for me. It means I’m not coming.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe hours passed all too quickly. The maid continued packing, and Marianna continued pacing. Still Anthony did not arrive. Nor did Hannah.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMarianna looked out the drawing room window toward the street. The traveling chariot had been moved to the front of the house, four horses now harnessed to it, the lead horse now and again stamping an eager hoof.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe maid, butler, and a hired lad stowed their belongings in the built-in imperial—like a large, shallow valise atop the roof. More baggage rode in the rear, strapped in to the outside seat where two servants could have sat, had Sir John allowed her to take any with them.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAt that moment, he strode into the room, imposing in his shooting jacket. He sternly insisted Marianna gather her hand luggage and prepare to depart so Hopkins could begin closing up the house. He turned on his heel and stalked away, his grim expression brooking no disagreement.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eOne of Marianna’s friends had told her she was lucky to have a husband with such a decided, commanding manner. Marianna did not agree. But she knew further argument about staying would be futile. The house had already been sold. She glanced at her watch pin. Twenty after three.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eTen more minutes . . .\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eStill hoping her former companion would arrive in time, she gathered her things and stepped outside.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBeside the carriage, Sir John spoke with a hired postilion, who would ride the lead horse for the first stage of the journey. They were taking no groom or guard. As Marianna approached, Sir John reached inside and extracted a flintlock rifle from the chariot’s concealed gun case. He checked it, then returned it to its hiding place. Apparently, he would act as guard himself. Perhaps she ought be glad Anthony had not shown up after all.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHer gaze fell to her watch pin once more. Half past three. \u003ci\u003eDash it.\u003c\/i\u003e She had so hoped Hannah would come.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eSuddenly that very figure appeared at the end of Camden Place, where the crescent met Lansdown Street. Marianna’s heart lifted. As she watched, a tall, dark-haired young man jogged after Hannah and snagged her by the elbow. They were too far away for Marianna to hear their conversation, but she saw Hannah shake her head and gently extract her arm from his grip. Resignation showed in her expression, but no fear. A suitor, perhaps? If so, no wonder Hannah hesitated to leave Bath.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHannah turned away from the man and strode toward the carriage.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“John, look,” Marianna said. “Miss Rogers has come to join us!”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHer tall husband stiffened and turned to stare, expression inscrutable.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHannah Rogers hurried toward them, valise bumping against her leg.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMarianna beamed. “Oh, Hannah, how happy I am to see you! I dread making this journey, but I shall not mind nearly so much with you beside me.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“The offer still stands?” Hannah asked, panting to catch her breath.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMarianna ignored her husband’s glare and smiled at her would-be companion. “Of course.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“And I may return if the situation doesn’t suit?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Well you won’t be a prisoner, Hannah. I wish I could say the same for myself.” She sent Sir John a pointed look. Waited for him to refuse. To insist that they travel alone.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHis jaw clenched, but he said nothing.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe hired lad strapped Hannah’s valise with the others, and the three entered the carriage, settling themselves onto the velvet cushions of the plush interior. Marianna reached up and fingered the golden tassels of the rich blue window draperies and murmured, “What a pretty cage.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThey rode through the night in uneasy silence, stopping to change horses at coaching inns along the way. Cramped and sleepy, Marianna sat as far away from Sir John as possible on the bench seat they shared. She leaned against the carriage wall and looked out the side window, avoiding his gaze.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe brass candle lamps glowed steadily beyond the windowpane. Eventually, night waned and dawn began to redden the sky, following their westward course along the Bristol Channel.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMiss Rogers, perched on the pull-down seat nearby, seemed to grow more restless with each passing mile. Brow furrowed, she bit her lip and twisted her long fingers again and again in her lap. Outside, a light drizzle began to fall, and if Marianna was not mistaken, her companion’s eyes were damp as well.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAs they entered yet another unknown hamlet and rumbled past its village green, the three of them stared out the window at a sobering sight: a pair of low-lying wooden stocks. Two women sat on the ground behind them, bound at the ankles. One woman scowled and swore at the jeering passersby. The other stared off into the distance with as much quiet dignity as the mortifying position allowed. Marianna wondered what each woman had been found guilty of. She was struck by how differently each faced the consequences of her actions, whatever they were. A chill passed up Marianna’s neck. Would she face consequences for her own actions? She shrugged off the uncomfortable thought. Nothing would happen to her. It had not been her fault—or her idea. And after all, they had gotten away with everything for more than two years now.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eSometime later, they stopped at another coaching inn. To that point, they had traveled with a team of four, driven by a succession of mounted postilions. But this inn had only two horses available, and how mismatched they were. The weary postilion departed, replaced by a fresh young man of nineteen or twenty. He converted the chariot’s front box into a coachman’s seat and from there, lifted the reins.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“It won’t be long now,” Sir John said, continuing to survey the road behind them with wary eyes. “We’re beginning the final short stretch of the journey.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAs they left the inn yard, the drizzle swelled into a driving rain. The winds increased with each mile, howling and rocking the carriage.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThey all lurched as the young driver pulled the horses to the side of the road and halted. He turned on his seat to face them through the front carriage window. Sir John opened the speaking flap to listen to what the young man had to say. Wind and rain garbled his words.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“The roads are awful bad, sir. And the storm is picking up. I don’t think it wise to go on.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Come lad, it cannot be much farther.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Three miles, give or take.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“And no inn before?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“No, sir. But a farmer might let us shelter in his barn.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“A barn—with these ladies? No. We must press on. I have a particular reason.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“But, sir . . .”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I shall make it worth your while.” Through the flap, Sir John handed the young man a small bulging purse. “And that much again when you deliver us there safely.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe young man’s eyes widened. “Yes, sir.” He wiped the rain from his face and turned forward, allowing the flap to fall.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMarianna protested, “John, the boy is right. It is foolish to press on and get us all killed.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eSuddenly, Hannah sat up straighter. “Allow me down, if you please. I should not have come. It was a mistake.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAstonished, Marianna stared at her. As did Sir John.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I need to go back,” Hannah insisted, her voice nearly desperate.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMouth grimly set, Sir John shook his head. “We are not going back.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I know—I shall find my own way. Just let me out.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe rose and lunged toward the door, but he blocked her way with a strong, outstretched arm.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I cannot in good conscience let you down here,” he said. “Not on this lonely stretch of road during a storm.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Hannah,” Marianna pleaded. “You agreed to come with me. I need you.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“But I need—”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe coachman cracked his whip, the horses strained, and the carriage jerked into motion. To Marianna’s relief, her companion had lost her opportunity to abruptly abandon them a second time.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eTears filled Hannah’s eyes and rolled down her thin cheeks.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“See what you’ve done, John?” Marianna scowled at her husband. “You’ve upset her. My only friend in the world and you’ve upset her.” She added sullenly, “It won’t work you know. He shall find me anyway.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eSir John set his jaw and stared straight ahead, though there was little to see through the front window save the coachman’s flapping greatcoat. Marianna glanced again at Hannah, noticing she kept her face averted to hide her tears.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMarianna wondered what had so upset the young woman, who had always seemed so stoic and self-contained in the past. But at the moment, Marianna had her own problems to think about. Turning toward the window, she stared at the lashing rain, the weedy verge between road and steep coastline, and the occasional glimpse of the grey Bristol Channel beyond. \u003ci\u003eHe will find me, \u003c\/i\u003eshe reassured herself again. \u003ci\u003eHe did before.\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut Sir John had taken many new precautions this time, clearly more determined than ever. Well, \u003ci\u003eshe\u003c\/i\u003e was more determined as well. Things had changed—she had their child to think of now. And she would love that child far more than her father had ever loved her. Her chest tightened at the thought. If only she had figured out some way to get word to Anthony. But it was too late.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eSuddenly the carriage wheels slipped as though on ice, losing their traction on the muddy road. The vehicle lurched. The horses screamed. So did Marianna.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHannah cried out, “God almighty, help us. Protect him!”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe carriage fell to one side. A great snap and whinny and the vehicle was flying, weightless. A second later, it fell. Over the edge, toward the channel. The side of the cliff rushed toward them. A huge crash scattered her mind and shook her bones. A wheel sailed past the window. The next moment they were airborne again, before the top of the carriage hit rock, the vehicle rolling, rolling until she lost all sense of up and down. The world shifted violently and ended in a blinding collision.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnd she knew no more.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eCHAPTER 2\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ePain. Cold. Weight pressing. Struggling to breathe . . .\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ePeering through narrow slits, she saw slivers of shimmering color, like light through prism glass. Yellow-white sun. Blue water. \u003ci\u003eWater?\u003c\/i\u003e A flash of red. Then blue again. A glint of purple and gold. Confusion. A hand in hers, slipping away. Metal, biting into her fingers.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eWhy can I not awaken from this dream?\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eSo cold. So heavy. Darkness descending . . .\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Hello? Can you hear me?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA man’s voice. \u003ci\u003eMust get out from under from this pressing weight.\u003c\/i\u003e She sucked in desperate, shallow breaths.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Lady Mayfield? Can you hear me?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHer eyes fluttered open and glimpsed faces floating above. More confusion. Why was the side window above her?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“It’s all right. We’re here to help you. I’m a doctor. Dr. Parrish.” The man nodded to the younger face hovering beside his. “My son, Edgar. We’re going to get you and your husband out of there.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eYour husband . . . \u003c\/i\u003eShe looked down and found Sir John lying limp across her body. Alive or dead? His hat bobbed lazily in the water filling the lower half of the carriage. His legs were sprawled, one bent at an unnatural angle.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThere were only two of them in what was left of the carriage. Where was she? Turning her head, pain shot through her skull. She couldn’t turn far, pinned as she was. Through the gaping hole where the roof had once been, she looked out into the choppy water of the channel.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe younger man above her looked in the same direction. He pointed. “Pa. Look. Is someone out there?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe older man squinted. “Can’t tell. Too far out.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut she could tell. A red cloak floated on the tide, drawing the form it shrouded farther from shore.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe older man looked down at her again. “Was there someone else with you?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe nodded, pain searing her. She felt as though needles pricked her scalp.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe man reverently removed his hat. “Too far to go after. Even if we could swim.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA roaring in her ears. It couldn’t be.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“A servant?” he asked.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA companion was higher than a servant, she thought. A gentlewoman. She opened her mouth to explain, but no sound came. Her brain and tongue seemed disconnected. She pressed a hand to her aching chest and nodded again.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“There’s nothing we can do for her. I’m so sorry. But let’s get you out of there.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eDarkness tunneled her vision once more, and she sank into it.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e—\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe next time she opened her eyes, the same face hovered above her, nearer now. The older face, looking not into her eyes, but at some lower part of her. Who was he? He’d said his name, but she’d forgotten it. She couldn’t see much of the room without moving her head, but the bedchamber was not familiar. Where was she? How long had she been there? Her brain felt sluggish, addled, only partially aware of the rest of her.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“She’s opened her eyes,” said a woman’s voice, one she did not recognize.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe tried to turn her head toward the woman, but pain flared before her eyes, momentarily blinding her.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe man’s voice tensed. “My lady? How do you feel?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“She’s in pain, George,” the woman snapped. “Even I can see that.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe parted her lips, tried to speak. “He . . . lay . . .”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe took her hand, eyes round in concern. “Sir John is badly injured, my lady. But he lives, so there is hope. You leave him to me, all right? Do not fret. You’ve sustained several injuries yourself, but you will recover.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“The . . . the . . . ?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe grimaced as though he’d understood her. “I am afraid the coachman is dead. The harnesses snapped when the carriage fell and the horses ran free. The young man was not as fortunate.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe pressed her eyes closed. \u003ci\u003ePoor man, \u003c\/i\u003eshe thought. Though she didn’t really remember him.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“It’s not your fault, my lady. You mustn’t upset yourself.” He shook his head. “We saw the horses running wild, harnesses flapping, and that’s how we knew to look for the carriage in the first place. The crest confirmed who you were, though of course we were expecting you.” He patted her hand. “Now. You just rest, and Mrs. Parrish and I shall take care of you and your husband.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eHusband . . . \u003c\/i\u003eShe closed her eyes and pushed the uncomfortable thought away.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e—\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe lay, floating in and out of foggy wakefulness. The kind doctor had given her laudanum for the pain. A broken arm, he’d said. And a head wound—a gash and concussion. Now and again, someone gently lifted her head and pressed sips of water or broth to her lips, but she had little sense of time passing.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe woman’s voice said, “Sir John is bad off indeed, and if he lasts the week I shall be very much surprised.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA second woman hushed the first. “Shh. She’ll hear you.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIn spite of the distance between them, she would never have wished such harm to befall him. \u003ci\u003ePoor Sir John\u003c\/i\u003e, she thought.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eLying there with her eyes closed, she tried to recall his face. Her thoughts slowly wheeled back until scattered images flickered through her mind. . . .\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eSir John picking up a fire iron and poking at a log in frustration.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eSir John, looking at her, jaw clenched. “What I want is a wife who will be faithful to me. Is that too much to ask?”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnother flicker. Another image. His usually stern face softened and stilled in her mind like a portrait, captured in oils and cobwebbed recollection. A handsome face, she thought, if her memory could be trusted. Grey-blue eyes and strong, masculine features framed by light brown hair . . .\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe had admired him once, she realized. What had changed between them? Had they ever been happy?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe tried to recall their lives before—where they had come from. Bath, she thought. And before that Bristol. Vaguely, she remembered when Sir John announced they were moving to Bath. She remembered feeling torn. Should she obey his wishes? Should she go?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe hadn’t wanted to, but in the end he had taken them both. His wife and her companion. Just as he’d brought them both on this trip. Yes, she remembered Bath, the lovely house in Camden Place. And an ugly house in dreary Trim Street. Trim Street? What on earth would have taken her there . . . ? She grimaced, trying to think. But her mind remained a muddle.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe must have uttered some agitated sound, for a kind woman’s voice crooned, “There, there. It’s all right. You’re safe.” A gentle hand lifted her head. “Drink some of this now. . . .”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA cup rim touched her lips and she sipped.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“That’s it,” the woman said. “Very good, my dear.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe warm broth soothed her aching throat. The warm words soothed her troubled soul.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e—\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe knew it was a dream, but couldn’t awaken. She dreamt she’d left a helpless baby in a basket on the shore of the Bristol Channel. She’d meant to return for the child directly, but instead she lay there as though paralyzed, unable to force her frozen body to move. The tide was coming in. Closer and closer, licking at the sides of the basket. A hand reached toward it—a woman’s hand. But the woman was in the water, the tide pulling her, dragging her away, her waterlogged gown and cloak weighing her down.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe grasped the woman’s hand, trying to save her, but the wet fingers slipped through hers. Remembering the child, she turned, but it was too late. The basket was already floating away across the channel. . . .\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWith a start, she sucked in a breath and opened her eyes. She blinked at her surroundings. The half-tester bed was not hers. The lace-trimmed dressing table was unfamiliar.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe squeezed her eyes shut and tried to think. Where was she? What had happened? The carriage crash, that was it. They were not in Bath any longer. Nor in Bristol. Somewhere in the West Country, she believed, but had no idea where. Oh, what was wrong with her? Why could she not remember? It felt like a warm dark blanket lay over her mind’s eye, blocking her memory, hindering clear thought.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eOne thing she knew with panicky certainty. She was forgetting something. Something important.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe door opened and the kind woman entered with a basin of water and folded cloths. “Good morning, my lady,” she greeted warmly. She set the basin on a side table, then stepped to the washstand for soap.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Good morning, Mrs. . . . I’m sorry, I forgot your name.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“That’s all right, my lady. I often forget names myself. I’m Mrs. Turrill.”\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe kind woman was perhaps in her early sixties, evidenced by the many lines creasing her long, pleasant face. Her hair was still brown, though its center part was considerably wider than a younger woman’s would be.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMrs. Turrill helped her wash her face and hands and clean her teeth. 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