{"product_id":"i-am-not-myself-these-days-a-memoir-isbn-9780060817329","title":"I Am Not Myself These Days: A Memoir","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003e“A glittering, bittersweet vision of an outsider who turned himself into the life and soul of the party. Kilmer-Purcell’s cast is part freak-show, part soap-opera, but his prose is graced with such insight and wit that the laughter is revelatory, and the tears—and there are tears to be shed along this extraordinary journey—are shed for people in whom everybody will find something of themselves. In a word, wonderful.”  — Clive Barker\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003e“Absolutely hilarious and heartbreaking and heartfelt.” —Armistead Maupin, author of \u003cem\u003eTales of the City\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe \u003cem\u003eNew York Times\u003c\/em\u003e bestselling, darkly funny memoir of a young New Yorker's daring dual life—advertising art director by day, glitter-dripping drag queen and nightclub beauty-pageant hopeful by night—was a smash literary debut for Josh Kilmer-Purcell, now known for his popular Planet Green television series \u003cem\u003eThe Fabulous Beekman Boys\u003c\/em\u003e. His story begins here—before the homemade goat milk soaps and hand-gathered honeys, before his memoir of the city mouse’s move to the country, \u003cem\u003eThe Bucolic Plague\u003c\/em\u003e—in \u003cem\u003eI Am Not Myself These Days\u003c\/em\u003e, with “plenty of dishy anecdotes and moments of tragi-camp delight” (\u003cem\u003eWashington Post\u003c\/em\u003e).\u003c\/p\u003e | \u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eI Am Not Myself These Days \u003c\/em\u003efollows a glittering journey through Manhattan's dark underbelly -- a shocking and surreal world where alter egos reign and subsist (barely) on dark wit and chemicals...a tragic romantic comedy where one begins by rooting for the survival of the relationship and ends by hoping someone simply survives. Kilmer-Purcell is a terrifically gifted new literary voice who straddles the divide between absurdity and normalcy, and stitches them together with surprising humor and lonely poignancy.  As Booklist raved \"as tart and funny as a Noel Coward play, for Kilmer-Purcell is especially good at dialogue, and, as in Coward's best plays, under the comedy lies the sad truth that even at our best, we are all weak, fallible fools. Again and again in this rich, adventure-filled book, Kilmer-Purcell illustrates the truth of Blake's proverb, 'The road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom.'\"\u003c\/p\u003e | \u003cp\u003e“A glittering, bittersweet vision of an outsider who turned himself into the life and soul of the party. Kilmer-Purcell’s cast is part freak-show, part soap-opera, but his prose is graced with such insight and wit that the laughter is revelatory, and the tears—and there are tears to be shed along this extraordinary journey—are shed for people in whom everybody will find something of themselves. In a word, wonderful.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eClive Barker\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“I laughed. I cried. I laughed again. \u003cem\u003eI Am Not Myself These Days\u003c\/em\u003e is tawdry and brilliantly witty.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eSimon Doonan\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“A delicate narrative that spares not an ounce of pain but never once aims for contrition. Effortlessly entertaining yet still heartfelt; the romance of life as an escape artist.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eKirkus Reviews\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“The exact, unpitying detail with which Kilmer-Purcell depicts his downward spiral makes it impossible to look away.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003ePublishers Weekly\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“This life-altering (and ultimately heartbreaking) love story crawls deep into your veins, keeping you up late into the night and distracting you during the day.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eZink Magazine\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"A very entertaining read… as tart and funny as a Noel Coward play, for Kilmer-Purcell is especially good at dialogue, and, as in Coward’s best plays, under the comedy lies the sad truth that even at our best, we are all weak, fallible fools. Again and again in this rich, adventure-filled book, Kilmer-Purcell illustrates the truth of Blake’s proverb, ‘The road of excess leads to the palace of wisdom.’” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eBooklist\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Absolutely hilarious and heartbreaking and heartfelt.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eArmistead Maupin, author of Tales of the City\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“The brilliance of Josh Kilmer-Purcell’s new noiresque memoir lies beyond Aqua and her escapades. . . . It is the earnest (at times gentle) love story of Josh and Jack that captures universal emotions. . . . Kilmer-Purcell captures a certain universality in the emotional depth of \u003cem\u003eI Am Not Myself These Days\u003c\/em\u003e and, in so doing, renders himself more accessible to all readers.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eInsideOut Nashville\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“ Through the varied and raucous details of his life experience, Kilmer-Purcell ...renders himself more accessible to all readers.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eInsideOut Nashville\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“An exotic, whirlwind tale of an unconventional life.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eNashville City Paper\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"At once a sensational memoir and. . . a universal love story.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eAdweek\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“A painfully dysfunctional love story. . . that many readers will likely be able to relate to.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eOut Magazine\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Plenty of dishy anecdotes and moments of tragi-camp delight.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eWashington Post\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“[Kilmer-Purcell’s] trenchant memoir captures the madcap rush of the once-closeted arriviste’s first brush with city life, a fall from innocence that still haunts him. . . he retells the saga. . . with levelheaded grace.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eEntertainment Weekly\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Though Aqua is retired, her wit lives on in I AM NOT MYSELF THESE DAYS, with priceless one-liners aplenty.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eHX magazine\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“There’s plenty of drama in this story of two intelligent, basically sweet guys who flirt a little too closely with the sordid underbelly of the big city. But Kilmer-Purcell maintains enough perspective throughout to keep it funny and wise.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eMetro\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Filled with witty dialogue, confusing awakenings, and extraordinary situations. . . . Readers will find this tale of good-boy-turned-bad-drag-queen darkly hilarious and entertaining.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eLibrary Journal\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Just being himself is a perfect score for ex-drag diva and debuting writer, Josh Kilmer-Purcell...a talented new voice.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eBuzz Magazine\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“While Kilmer-Purcell’s way of life may be uncommon, his feelings of love, betrayal, loss and hope are universal.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eJezebel Magazine\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“One hell of a spellbinding read.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eChicago Sun-Times\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Kilmer-Purcell acheives the near-impossible task of getting jaded readres to root for this screwed-up pair to get their acts together and salvage their union.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eDallas Voice\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“Decadent and delirious, weird and wonderful.” - \u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eThe New York Blade\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Harper Perennial","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":44887688839397,"sku":"NP9780060817329","price":18.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/1842\/7735\/files\/9780060817329.jpg?v=1730227242","url":"https:\/\/k12savings.com\/es\/products\/i-am-not-myself-these-days-a-memoir-isbn-9780060817329","provider":"K12savings","version":"1.0","type":"link"}