{"product_id":"hothouse-flower-isbn-9780593639634","title":"Hothouse Flower","description":"\u003cb\u003eThe TikTok sensation Addicted Series continues with \u003ci\u003eHothouse Flower\u003c\/i\u003e, now in a print edition with special bonus material!\u003cbr\u003e \u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003ci\u003eRyke Meadows, meet Daisy Calloway ... she's all grown up.\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Twenty-five-year-old Ryke Meadows knows he's hard to love. With a billion-dollar inheritance, a track-star resume, and an alpha-male personality—he redefines the term likable-asshole. But he's not living to make friends. Or enemies. He just wants to free climb three of the toughest mountains in Yosemite without drama or interruption.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e And then he receives a distressed call from a girl in Paris.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Daisy Calloway is finally eighteen. With her newfound independence, she can say goodbye to her overbearing mother and continue her modeling career. Next stop: Paris. Fashion Week begins with a bang, and Daisy uncovers the ugly reality of the industry. She wants to prove to her family that she can live on her own, but when everything spirals out of control, she turns to Ryke to keep her secrets.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e As Daisy struggles to make sense of this new world and her freedom, she pushes the limits and fearlessly rides the edge. Ryke knows there's deep hurt beneath every impulsive action. He must keep up with Daisy, and if he lets her go, her favorite motto—\"live as if you'll die today\"—may just come true.\u003cb\u003e​​Krista and Becca Ritchie\u003c\/b\u003e are \u003ci\u003eNew York Times\u003c\/i\u003e and \u003ci\u003eUSA Today\u003c\/i\u003e bestselling authors and identical twins—one a science nerd, the other a comic book geek—but with their shared passion for writing, they combined their mental powers as kids and have never stopped telling stories. They love superheroes, flawed characters, and soul mate love.One\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eRyke Meadows\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI run. Not away from anything. I have a fucking destination: the end of a long suburban street lined with four colonial houses and acres of dewy grass. It's as secluded as it can be. Six in the morning. The sky is barely light enough for me to see my feet pound the asphalt.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI fucking love early mornings.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI love watching the sun rise more than watching it set.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI keep running. My breathing steadies in a trained pattern. Thanks to a collegiate track scholarship, and thanks to climbing rocks-a sport that I sincerely fucking crave-I don't have to think about inhaling and exhaling. I just do. I just focus on the end of the street, and I go after it. I don't fucking slow down. I don't stop. I see what I have to do, and I fucking make it happen.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI hear my brother's shoes hit the cement behind me, his legs pumping as quickly as mine. He tries to keep up with my pace. He's not running towards shit. My brother-he's always running away. I listen to the heaviness of his soles, and I want to fucking grab his wrist and pull him ahead of me. I want him to be unburdened and light, to feel that runner's high.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBut he's weighed down by too much to reach anything good. I don't slow to let him catch me. I want him to push himself as far as he can go. I know he can get here.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eHe just has to fucking try.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eOne minute later, we reach the end of the street that we were shooting for, next to an oak tree. Lo breathes heavily, not in exhaustion, more like anger. His nose flares, and his cheekbones cut brutally sharp. I remember meeting him for the very first time.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eIt was about three years ago.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eAnd he looked at me with those same pissed-off amber-colored eyes, and that same I fucking hate the world expression. He was twenty-one back then. Our relationship balances somewhere between rocky and stable, but it was never meant to be perfect.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"You can't go easy on me just once?\" Lo asks, pushing the longer strands of his light brown hair off his forehead. The sides are trimmed short.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"If I slowed down, we would have been walking.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eLo rolls his eyes and scowls. He's been in a bad place for a few months, and this run was supposed to release some of the tension. But it's not helping.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI see the tightness in his chest, the way he can still barely fucking breathe.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eHe squats and rubs his eyes.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"What do you need?\" I ask him seriously.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"A fucking glass of whiskey. One ice cube. Think you can do that for me, big bro?\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI glare. I hate the way he calls me \"bro.\" It's with fucking scorn. I can count on my hand the number of times he's called me \"brother\" with affection or admiration. But he usually acts like I don't deserve the title yet.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eMaybe I don't.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI knew about Loren Hale for practically all my life, and I didn't even say hi. I think back often to when I was fifteen, sixteen, seventeen and my father asked every fucking week: Do you want to meet your brother?\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI rejected the offer every single time.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eWhen I was in college, I came to terms with the fact that I would never know him. I thought I was at peace. I stopped hating Loren Hale for just existing. I stopped listening to my mother condemn a kid that had no say in being born. I slowly stopped talking to my father, losing contact because I didn't need him.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe trust fund, I use. I figure it's payment for all the lies I had to keep for that fucking asshole.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eOne day. That's all it took to change my idealistic, head-in-the-fucking-sand life. Outside at a college Halloween party, a fight started. I watched four guys on the track team-the one I was the captain of at Penn-go up against a lean-built guy. I recognized him from all those photos my father showed me.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eHe wasn't how I'd imagined. He wasn't surrounded by frat guys, crushing beers over their heads.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eHe was alone.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eHis girlfriend came into the fight later, to defend him, but it was too late. She missed the part where my teammate accused him of drinking expensive booze in a locked cabinet. She missed the part where Lo egged him on, just so the guy would swing.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eHe hit my brother. I stood and watched Lo get decked in the face.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eIt was in that fucking moment that I realized how wrong I had been. I didn't see a prick with a hundred friends and cash up to his chin. Not a jock, not an athlete like me. I saw a guy wanting to be punched, asking to feel that pain. I saw someone so fucking hurt and broken and sick.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eFour against one.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eAll that time, I wanted to live the life he had. I hated playing the bastard outcast when I was really the legitimate son. But if our roles were reversed, if I had lived with my alcoholic father, I would have been there.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThat would have been me: tormented, drunk, weak and alone.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eMy father was trying to tell me that Lo wasn't the popular kid I'd dreamed up. He was just as much of an outsider as I was. The difference: I had the strength to defend myself. I wasn't beaten down by our father like Lo had been. I didn't even contemplate the fucking horror of living with Jonathan twenty-four seven, hearing the why are you such a pussy? comment every day. I had blinders on. I could only see what was wrong with me. I couldn't fathom Loren getting a shitty bargain too.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThat night at the Halloween party, I left the false peace I'd built for myself. It wasn't a gut reaction. I stood there and watched Lo get beat on before I made a decision to intervene. And once I fucking made it, I never turned back.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"You want a glass of whiskey?\" I give him a look. \"Why don't I just push you in front of a fucking freight train? It's about the same.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eHe stands up and lets out an agitated laugh. \"Do you even know what this feels like?\" He extends his arms, his eyes bloodshot. \"I feel like I'm going out of my goddamn mind, Ryke. Tell me what I should do. Huh? Nothing takes this pain away, not running, not fucking the girl I love, not anything.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI haven't been where he is, not to this extent.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"You relapsed a few times,\" I say. \"But you can get back to where you were.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eHe shakes his head.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"So what?\" I narrow my eyes. \"You're going to drink a beer? You're going to chug a bottle of whiskey? Then what? You'll ruin your relationship with Lily. You'll feel like shit in the morning. You'll wish you were fucking dead-\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"What do you think I'm wishing now?!\" he shouts, his face reddening in pain. And my lungs constrict. \"I hate myself for breaking my sobriety. I hate that I'm at this place in my life again.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"You were under a lot of scrutiny,\" I backpedal, realizing he doesn't need me to be a hard-ass, something I revert to on instinct. I push people too much sometimes.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"You're under the same scrutiny, and I didn't see you breaking your sobriety.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"It's different.\" I haven't had a drink in eight years. \"The media was saying some pretty awful shit, Lo. You coped the first way you knew how. No one blames you. We just want to fucking help you.\" We're all public spectacles, under constant gaze of cameras, because of the Calloway girls, the daughters of a soda mogul.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBy proximity to the Calloways, we've been roped into the spotlight. It's not fucking fun. I wear a baseball cap just to try to disguise myself, but thankfully cameramen have better things to do than film us this early in the morning.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBut they'll be out trying to get a picture of us at noon.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"You don't believe them, do you?\" Lo suddenly asks, his voice still edged.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Who?\" I ask.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"The news, all those reporters . . . You don't think our dad actually did those things to me?\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI try to hold back a cringe. Someone told the press that Jonathan physically abuses Lo. The rumors just kept escalating after that. I don't know if our dad could hit him . . . or molest him. I don't want to believe it, but there's a fucking sliver of doubt that says, maybe. Maybe it could have happened.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"It's not fucking true!\" Lo shouts at me.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Okay, okay.\" I raise my hands to get him to calm down.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eHe's been like this since the accusations, pissed and angry and looking for a way to fix things. Booze was his solution, unfortunately.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eOur father filed a defamation lawsuit, but no matter the outcome of the court case, it won't change the way people look at both of them. Vilifying our father, pitying Loren. There's no going back.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"You just have to move fucking forward,\" I tell him. \"Don't worry about what people think.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eLoren inhales deeply and stares at the sky like he wants to murder a flock of birds. \"You say shit, Ryke, like it's the easiest thing in the world. Do you know how annoying that is?\" He looks back down at me, his features all sharp, like a blade.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"I'll keep saying it then, just to irritate the fuck out of you.\" What else are big brothers for?\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eHe sighs heavily.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI rub the back of his head playfully and then guide him towards his house. I drop my hand off his shoulder, and he stops in the middle of the road, his brows scrunching.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"About your trip to California . . .\" He trails off. \"I know I haven't asked about it in months. I've been too self-absorbed-\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Don't worry about it.\" I motion with my head to the white colonial house. \"Let's go make some breakfast for the girls.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Wait,\" he says, holding out his hand. \"I have to say this.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBut I don't want to hear it. I've made up my mind already. I'm not going to California. Not when he's in a bad place with his recovery. I'm his sponsor. I have to be here.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"I need you to go,\" he says. I open my mouth and he cuts me off. \"I can already hear your stupid fucking rebuttal. And I'm telling you to go. Climb your mountains. Do whatever you need to do. You've had this planned for a long time, and I'm not going to ruin it for you.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"I can always reschedule. Those mountains aren't fucking moving, Lo.\" I've wanted to free-solo climb three rock formations, back-to-back, in Yosemite since I turned eighteen. I've been working up to the challenge for years. I can wait a little longer.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"I will feel like shit if you don't go,\" he says. \"And I'll drink. I can promise you that.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI glare.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"I don't need you,\" he says with malice. \"I don't fucking need you to hold my hand. I need you to be goddamn selfish like me for once in your life so I don't feel like utter shit compared to you, all right?\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI internally cringe. I was selfish for so many fucking years. I didn't give a fuck about him. I don't want to be that guy again.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBut I hear him begging me. I hear, please fucking go. I'm losing my mind.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Okay,\" I say on instinct. \"I'll go.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eHis shoulders instantly relax, and he lets out another deep breath. He nods to himself. I wonder how long he's been carrying that weight on his chest.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI can't explain why I love him so much. Maybe because he's the only person who understands what it's like to be manipulated by Jonathan for his gain. Or maybe because I know deep down there's a soul that needs love more than anyone else, and I can't help but reciprocate to the fullest degree.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI put my arm around his shoulder again and say, \"Maybe one day you'll be able to outrun me.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eHe lets out a dry, bitter laugh. \"Maybe if I break both your legs.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI grin. \"Would you even be fucking fast enough to do that?\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Give me a lacrosse stick and we'll see.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"Not fucking happening, little brother.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI don't say it with scorn.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI never do. And I never will.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eTwo\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eDaisy Calloway\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI have this theory.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eFriends aren't forever. They're not even for a while. They come into your life and they leave when something or someone changes. Nothing grounds them to you. Not blood or loyalty. They're just . . . fleeting.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI'm usually not this cynical, but I popped up Facebook this morning, my laptop resting on my bent legs. I should have deleted my account a couple years ago, around the same time my family was thrust into the public eye-when my older sister's sex addiction went public.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBut alas, I had a different theory about friends back then.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eButterflies, rainbows, hearts, holding hands-it was literally a PBS special in my brain whenever I thought about my friendships.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eAnd now Cleo Marks posted this on her wall: During Daisy Calloway's sweet sixteen party, she couldn't shut up about sex. It's all she cared about. You know she's a closeted sex addict like her sister. All the Calloway girls are skanks.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThose are the beautiful words of my former best friend. And it doesn't even matter that she brought up an incident from two and a half years ago. Resurfacing it is enough to elicit 457 comments, mostly all in agreement.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eFour months have passed since I graduated prep school and I'm still being haunted by my former friends. Like the Ghosts of Hells Past.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eA hand reaches out and smacks my computer closed. \"Stop wasting your fucking emotions on them.\"\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eA tall six-foot-three guy is in my bed. Beside me. In only a pair of drawstring pants. And I'm sitting against the headboard, wearing white cotton shorts and a cropped red-and-blue top that says: Wild America.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eOn the outside, we probably look like a couple, gently rising from the morning sunlight that peeks through my curtains.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eOn the inside, there's no touching. No kissing. Nothing beyond friendship status.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eReality is a whole lot more complicated.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"When did you wake up?\" I wonder, avoiding any discussions that center on my old friends.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eHe doesn't sit up yet. He stays beneath my green comforter and sheet, running his hands through his disheveled dark brown hair. \"Attractive\" doesn't even begin to describe his I don't give a shit about it hair. It never looks neater during the day, but he knows that.","brand":"Berkley","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":46302130667749,"sku":"NP9780593639634","price":19.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/1842\/7735\/files\/9780593639634.jpg?v=1767729263","url":"https:\/\/k12savings.com\/es\/products\/hothouse-flower-isbn-9780593639634","provider":"K12savings","version":"1.0","type":"link"}